social responsibility lagi..

ish. susah bebenor nak loading page ni lah. aku nak loading page bukan nak loading error. kejap-kejap loading error, kejap-kejap loading error. tibai karang baru tau...

eh,

anyway, tag by lovely timmy. - yes timmy is lovely and cute. even baru kenal, i can make myself comfortable to cerita everything (not everything jgk la..) pasal saya. timmy, i enjoy talking to you. hehehe.. and she knows i love my niece sooo much i will never get enough of her. thanks for the elegant belt. but never get a chance to wear it yet. besar sangat. tanak jadi artis bejalan pegi kelas plak. nanti orang kejar sebab cantik sangat..

ye la. belt tu yang cantik. bukan i. i perasan je..

tag here me go.

5 things in my bag :
- purse.
- handphones.
- mineral water.
- bedak.
- a pen.

p/s : sebelum ni mesti ada payung gak. tapi payung udah hilang seyh. nanti beli baru, i letak dalam list..

5 things in my wallet /purse:
- kunci bilik (back up plan. hehe)
- cards. (i/c, bank cards, matrix cards...)
- photos (stone cold's, n siblings, friends..)
- cash of course. (its the main purpose to have a purse kan..)
- some quotes i ada selit..

5 favourite things in my bedroom:
- bantal.
- selimut.
- bantal.
- selimut.
- bantal.

tu je yg i favourite-kan. nak bermusuh dengan meja study kah?? hehehe.

5 things I want to do:
- go back home.
- go vacation. miss the beach.
- to love and be loved by the one i love.
- diet sikit.
- talk. i desperately need someone now to talk to. i wanna talk a lot.. i talk lesser in this exam period. and i know i became colder.. (its low self-esteem saiko saiko. dia datang lagi..!!)


5 things I’m doing now :
- actually my eyes tearing. dont know why but i feel sebak..
- nothing. dekat cc jek.
- buat kuiz sikit kat facebook. its fun!
- doing tag.
- sunyi.


cc ni pasang lagu apa ntah. pas tu lirik dia 'jangan menangis. hapus air matamu!!!!'

perli i u..

mak andeh (uhuk uhuk..) finished her first paper..

kerana diri ini mak andeh, jadi mak andeh nak berbangga la ni.. mak andeh dah habeh 1st paper dah. walaupun mak andeh tak berapa sihat kan. pak pandir nyer ntah kemana-mana ntah. tadi suruhnya pegi beli beras. karang tercicior pulak beras tu kat tengah jalan, dikutipnyer.. naya.

otai, aku terima gelarannya mak andeh dengan tak ada mas2 kawin.. =p

5 more papers to go! good luck mak andeh!

study mode..

genie is studying.. shhhh jangan kacau.
ngehehe..

1. tensyen sebenarnya.

2. tak leh fokus.

3. putus fius agaknya.

4. kesannya?

5. dalam kul 6 lebih semalam kuar beli barang. list sepatutnya berbunyi begini..
-- 1. syampu - himalaya, dandruff syampoo.
-- 2. conditioner - clairol herbal essence - dry and damaged hair.
-- 3. koteks dry comfort - overnight wings. (chey macam pampers dry comfort.. tak kira aku tak malu. nak cerita gak!!)

6. so, masuk guardian, rembat la semua..

7. balik, tetiba kena kunci kat luar sebab lupa bawak kunci. merempat kat bilik member. belek2 barang yg dah beli tuh. sekali,
-- 1. syampu - himalaya, dandruff syampoo - checked. betul.
-- 2. clairol herbal essences mosturising SYAMPOO for dry and damaged hair..

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BENGANG..

ralat tau tak ralat. nak buat apa syampu sampai dua? kalau boleh bancuh jadi kopi kacip fatimah ke tak pe jugak. boleh la aku minum kasi bertenaga sikit nak stay up ke apa kan.. nak je aku pegi balik kat guardian tu lepas tu cakap,

"saya nak balik duit saya!!"

8. hari ni pulak buka la encik koteks tu nak pakai la kan. sekali "kenapa kau pendek semacam je? bukan kau spesis overnight ke??" sekali tengok kat bungkusan, nah kauu ambik. maxi wings.

ralat tau tak ralat?rasa cam nak amal jariahkan je benda tu..

9. pulak tu, selama ni punya la alert kalau nak kuar bilik. kunci memang la dah duplicate dua tiga. pasal dulu satu hari yang malang tu dah kena kunci kat luar. orang kena kunci kat dalam, aku kena kunci luar bilik. bayangkan, lepas je mandi dengan seksi2 auuww macam tu, balik2 bilik terkunci. roomate dah berambus pegi kelas dah. so, lepas tu, serik la beta.. duplicate la banyak2. satu selit dalam purse. satu letak dalam bakul toiletries. semalam je putus fius apa ntah lupa nak cek kunci. lepas ni kena duplicate lagi satu sangkut kat leher. kan?

tapi nak buat camana kan? salah sendiri. urghh.

10. pms. jiwa meracau. tak leh nak C.O.N.C.E.N.T.R.A.T.E..

Lusa dah paper genie ooii. tak sedar diri kah anda???

YA ALLAH kenapa la cc ni pasang lagu instrumental sayu2 versi cerita korea tu. dah la aku dah nak nangis ni..

Random lagi..

1. 1st day balik shah alam rasa nak demam tapi terpaksa gagahkan diri mengadap buku.. shah alam sangat panassss tak agak..

2. saya tahu selepas seminggu balik kelantan, tahap pengembungan pipi saya telah naik dua kali ganda. apa tak nya, makan cukup, tidur cukup, tahap kegembiraan pun cukup. thehehe. breakfast terisi, lunch dua pinggan, dinner dua pinggan. kalau kat shah alam, lunch pun kadang2 nasi sebungkus, habis separuh je. separuh lagi sedekah dekat tong sampah. dinner, kadang2 maggi tom yam, kadang2 mee ruski, kadang2 mee sedap, kadang2 stock maggi habis lupa nak restock..

3. im going to sit the final exam starting on 23rd april and end on 8th may. and the starting paper is taxation. so i might not be able to update my blog so guys jangan segan nak rindu saya. hehehe. i used the word 'might' because i might be sengal to update blog when i hit the stress point. i now sangat stress. (sebab baru tengok soalan past year law. cuak giler seyyhhh!!). doakan saya guys!

4. and sir sri rama and sir iz-iz (see i mention sir iz-iz lagi..hehe) will surely choke themselves to death if they knew i use their notes as ubat tidur. mana tak nya, bukak nota law, terus 'aku dibius ubat tidur..' layannnnnn ngannntukkk!! tarikkk bantallll.. melelehh air liurrr.. basahh nota lawwww.. blackkk outttt...

5. i cant wait to finish the final exam. wanna go home and do korean dramas marathon. hehe. tapi tak jugak.. my brother is getting married next month so kena la tolong basuh rumah, tolongs kemas bilik pengantin, tolongs sibuk2 buat hantarans, tolongs relaxssssss..

6. sangat takut nak menghadapi paper law..

7. doakan saya..

lets wear black.. show your emotion.. keep it to yourself? well, it will eat you inside..

1. yesterday was a 'black day' ever! maybe ive reach the limitation..

2. this week is a 'black week'..

grow up genie..!!

3. i need some fresh air..

go vacation..
the most possible solution..

4. i fall for someone new.. sheshh!!

shhhhh!!! secret!

5. but, i have to ignore the feeling.. because i know im not that type of lady being in men's wish lists! its sad when everytime you fall in love, you have to say goodbye!

frustrated!!

6. im exhausted..

krohhhhh krohhhh krohhh...!!!

7. im sick of being patient..

8. its really hard to please people.

9. even harder when you are not smart enough.

when you are not smart enough = less respect.

that's what you will get.

redha.

thats what you could pay for.

10. bro, show some respect. dont make me lose my tempo until i dont know how to respect you anymore.

semakin lama semakin pudar..

11. i read sir iz-iz's blog (dlm frenster tp dah lama tp by the time i read it, terasa plak sbb mula2 dia masuk macam agak tak suka..tapi sekarang dah sukaaa.. haha. gediks..)

this is what he wrote..

"Pahit dan manis dtg silih berganti. student tk puas hati, di herdik student, student kurang ajar, student mengutuk kat blakang, student mengadu kat lecturer lain pasal subjek yg aku ajar..huhh!"

"P/S Kepada pelajar2 yg tk puas hati dsb…I am so sorry if i’m not d best. Kalaupun aku bukanlah seorg lecturer yg terbaik…izinkanlah aku menjadi seorg sahabat yg terbaik utk kalian semua."

kecik tapak tangan, laut china selatan adinda izinkan...

muahahaha..

aku ni kat belakang, punya la mengancam tulis cenggini. depan2 purak2 malu-malu gajah..

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ok. seriyes seriyes!!

what i wanna say is, maybe it looks like we dont like him but then for me, when at first i entered his class, he was sitting on a table, in front of the class, and ask us who late that day "kenapa lambat ni? lain kali awal sikit!!" and i was ''owh god! lecturer muda. this must be hantu kepada lecturer financial sem 3 dulu..(cubit2 lengan!! cubit2 pipi!!) katakan aku bermimpi.. katakanlah.."

lecturer financial sem 3 dulu :

1. sangat kerek tak agak.

2. baru kuar ukm.
3. speaking pun berterabur sampai remie pun gelakkan dia. (remie = a classmate who got 4 flat every semester, speaks english very fluently until you might say, her mother tongue is english. but then dia org kelate mek wei..). kalau dia tak kerek, i bet remie takkan gelakkan dia pun. kitorang still tau nak respect org da..

4. this one day afiq got so pissed off, until he ran amuk.. she asked afiq abt a basic we learned in sem 1 and when afiq gave the answer, she asked 'mana dapat journal entry mcm tu. dalam buku tak de pun..". its a basic anyway. everyone knows.

5. its hard to tell, but i might say this lady a.k.a the lecturer was a nightmare!!

6. sangat kerek.. thats the key word!

berbalik pasal sir iz-iz, mula2 memang tak puas hati dengan dia tapi lama2, kitorang ok. bleh bual2 macam kawan2. he's so,..... emm,,, fresh! after all, gap dia dgn kitorang tak jauh pun. so, we can get along with each other. cakap pun pakai term kau aku..

asyik cakap pasal si iz-iz kan? haha. i bet, this is such an interesting semester because we (the friends in the same batch but not in the same class) always have something to talk about. and that something to talk about is sir iz-iz.. well ok. maybe because he's single and everyone is feeling sooo excited about him. ulaaaa..

haha.. ;)

12. hmm, there's sometime i wish im not me. i wanna be someone else.. and that sometime is now!

13. i suka tgk orang mengandung. sangat nampak berseri. bawak perut, pilih baju baby.. ehehehe.. i kan suka baby, baju baby, bau baby, senyum baby.. suka suka suka.. mereka sangat comel.. selalunya baby pun suka i. sebab i pun sangat comel.

err.

hehe..

maybe she's trying to talk to her adik! sweet kan??

14. is this the time to be worried about 'not having a boyfriend?'. nasib baik ma ngan abah bukan spesis yg carik jodoh dekat anak2 dia or bukan spesis yg suka tanya "dah ada balaks ke belums? kalaus tak ades, abahs naks carikans.." or, "tak ada balaks lagi? grow up, grow up. you are now 21 and you should start thinking of it!!".. or nasib baik nenek saya bukan macam spesis nenek exrumet saya yg bagi nasihat dekat cucunya yg berbunyi, "dekat uniersiti ni lah masanya nak cari jodoh. nanti2 dah kerja semua laki dah ada makwe!!"

erk, ku tercekik..

relevenkah neneknya??

kawan saya cakap, lelaki tak suka perempuan tinggi ala-ala galah. saya la tu. dan memang lelaki tak suka saya.. ehehe..

btw, my dream wedding dress..

hehe..

definitely it has to be otter here and there.. to suit my tudung.

otter?

watsup yoaa!

15. islam adalah berlandaskan niat. berniat baik-lah dalam melakukan semua perkara. contohnya, berniat untuk membunuh orang dalam islam belum di recognise sebagai dosa, tapi jika seseorang itu, sebelum tidur pada malamnya, berniat untuk bangun solat malam, walaupun dia tak tersedar pada malam itu, bangun paginya adalah dengan pahala seperti dia sudah menunaikan solat malam yg telah dia niatkan. wallahua'lam.

tetiba masuk mode ustazah!!

16. semalam saya habiskan banyak duit sebab semalam saya makan banyak sebab saya sangat tensyen. nanti kalau tak makan, saya takut saya makan orang. tapi semalam saya hampir nak menelan seseorang, hidup2.. walaupun saya sudah terlampau kenyang.

17. tadi pegi makan sate kajang. mengidam. ehehe.. dari dua minggu yg lepas saya teringin nak makan nasi himpit dgn kuah kacang. tapi dua minggu lepas yg saya balik kelantan tu, busy dengan wedding sepupu saya so, tak sempat nak lunaskan hajat. hehe.

18. im getting better.

smiling..
but a lil' bit fake..

19. i miss my new love, i miss irin. sometimes i will call my mum just to hear irin sings.. she's sooooo cute!!!

penatnya main!!

20. penatnya hidup.

hidup susah, mati pun suuusahhh..

mati, pegang bendela..

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