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1. i think i like this kind of writing for that i can write anything in one post.

2. just finish the 2nd last paper. law. no comment. law paper. what do you expect?

3. upon request by miss president, lyna, (miss president? wow. thats nice. she's the president of acb 5d btw. lyna, terimalah gelaran baru anda.. hehe) dia telah menyuruh saya 'mengutuk' sir iz-iz kerana tidak meluluskan saya for if saya dah lulus, saya dah tak payah sit for the exam tadi. (hehehe. tak de la jugak. manusia mana plak yang aim lulus je..) sebab sir iz-iz pegang 60 percent of the full mark - and the 60% is the carry mark. oke im not clever la. i know i didnt perform in the 1st test. though looking at sir iz-iz face at that time made my brain ran blank. so sue him! seriously tak tipu. tengok muka dia, habeh terbang segala nota yg aku hafal.

tak tau. kau jangan tanya kenapa..

he also gave me great high voltage of electric shock when he took my newspaper in my laci which made me putus jalan ke arah pemikiran yang jitu untuk menjawab test hari tu kerana sangat terkejut. ingat la kot2 ada nota yg tak tersimpan ke. terkejut badak aku. sir iz-iz is the most slumbest lecturer i ever had. tobat sangat slumber tak agak..

or thats the price i should pay for mengumpat dia dan mendoakan ketidaksihatan dia masa dia demam hari tu. so sue me! hehe. tak mengumpat la sir. memuji. sgt adore his achievement..
tak mendoakan jugak. silent wish aje semata2 nak postpone test..tapi lepas tu sumpah menyesal dan giler rasa bersalah. ohoooo. mohon diampun..

eh, dia baca blog aku ke hah? ada sapa2 bocor rahsia ehhh???

but then btw, ok la. tak de la teruk pun. ok je. tapi frust la jugak lima minit semalam. sempat la nangis dua titik air mata sebab sebelum tu dah frust ngan paper far (financial) tapi ke-frust-an ngan paper far tak ternangis. still bleh sabar tapi bila two hard things came at the same time to deal with, memang tak tertahan jgk. though semalam sangat tensyen sebab nak kena habiskan hafal law.

tapi dalam hati tu ada la jugak rasa........................

ralat.. <---- (mode jauh hati...)

so law? okey kot dari far. hope there'll be no more companies act. tanak dah belajar law. serender. macamana la sir iz-iz bleh amik law sampai macam tu sekali. tabik spring!

okey guys, this is sir iz-iz which i bobokkan selama ini.. the one that holds the baby.
p/s : without permission. harap sir iz-iz yg hensem ini tidak sue me.. hehe.
(bodek!!)
i like this photo. i like the baby.. i like seeing people dealing with babies..

appreciation : thanks to sir iz-iz. he made things easier. kalau tak, mampus nak pass paper law..
sir iz-iz, you helped a lot...thanks sooo much =)

4. oke. this is scary. who paid my college fee please raise up your hand. i wanna give back your money.. the thing is that, i got a memo from the management abt three days ago kot, claiming me to meet this someone. i thought it was because of the problem that arose in my bills which happened to be generated two times. the first bill isn't paid yet, but the second has been paid. sapa bayar? dont know.

mulanya, masa mula2 masuk kolej dulu, saya daftar dan generate bil. so bil yg dah di generated tu didnt appear in my student's bill which membuatkan saya tak bleh nak bayar bil. saya ulang alik pegi atm nak bayar bil kolej tu tapi bil tu tak ada dalam akaun saya. so, saya bayar manually to the management and they will then pay it. lepas tu i thought the thing has been settled la kan. even ive check that another bill, which is the same bill appears in my student's bill which have to be canceled. maybe they've generated another one because of the disappearance of the first generated bill.

saya ingatkan saya dapat memo sebab the first bill yg belum di bayar tu. so saya pegi la jumpa that someone and she wanted to give my money back on the ground that ive paid the bill. (ground = effect kepada lepas jawab paper law..) so got it tak? i didnt pay the bill. neither the management. orang tu cakap when they tried to pay, bank tendang. (dasyat bank ni boleh main tendang2..) so who paid ni?

i didnt accept the money anyway. its not mine. sapa la manyak baik ati ni..

5. i love to create my own version in calling people. macam 'sir iz-iz'. i gave liyana the new title 'miss president' hehe. i even call my little sister with lots of nick names. sometimes i call her 'siti'. i like to call her siti la btw. walaupun kitorang N siblings kan. the female have nur and the male have khairul. so i call my siblings the KN siblings. hehe. with the not-so-new family members which dazzling up our life, izuani, my kakak ipar and my niece of course her baby, izreen qistiena.. nanti nak tambah lagi sorang family member on 2nd jun ni..

sometimes i call my little sister misha omar or siti nurhaliza. even jaclyn victor. i even call my niece, irina qistinaini.. <-- tu time memang kepala sangat gila la tu..

yes, im the clown in the family. i love to make jokes. im a kepochi and im the one who is very gila la boleh dikatakan. i love to make jokes la. i love seeing them laugh so that i can laugh too. and when i laugh, i can hardly stop and drag drag drag it..

ok la. i love to create my own version of name to call people.. i even called this one guy who always absent, aqram as iqram dinzly. or when people describe him as mia=missing in action, i describe mia as 'master in absence'. dah tu dalam seminggu dua tiga kali je kot aku tengok muka dia dalam kelas. sometimes, when he suddenly appeared in the class, cik and me akan berpandangan sama sendiri dan kitorang akan cakap,

"laaaa, hidup lagi rupanya budak master ni..!"

anyway, dia memang master. tuang kelas pun bleh survive sampai tahap ni..

6. my friends said they love to read my writing. they said 'jini you can write la..'. yer la tuh. friends, i suggest you to read these blog if you are new and you will come to the distinction of people who can write and people who 'can' write..

- crookedlittlemind.blogspot.com - love this. this kakak really has giler2 punya otak. i like..

- gampangsolo.blogspot.com - okee. this one is for those who has seni2 tahap paling halus punya. i sendiri sometimes dont understand what he wrote tapi tak pe la kan. i still like... i kan ada crushy mushy lovey dovey bubbly lullaby thingy thingy towards him. adik dia pun dah janji nak adjustkan i untuk abang dia.. haha. kak dalie, dont take this seriously. jini gurau jek. or else kak dira will cekik me to death!

- ketokurokuning.blogspot.com - sapa2 mengaku org kelantan kena baca blog ni. hehe.

- 13may.blogspot.com

7. tak sabar nak balik kelate... rindu izreen. selalu je gelak sorang2 kalau ingat dia. dia sangat indescribable..

8. on the previous post i said i sangat sebak tatau kenapa. tau kenapa? lepas balik bilik hari tu dalam kul 10.30 malam kot, saya bukak balik album lama ni. which stored lots of kenangan sekolah menengah. lepas tu i passed through this one photo, gambar arwah kawan baik saya. mula2 tu senyum ingat zaman dulu yg sangat gila2. dan lepas tu terus nangis. though kalau ingatkan dia, saya takkan maafkan diri saya sampai mati.

ralat..

sebab im the best friend but i was the only one yang tak sempat tengok dia for the last time.. dan tatau pun dia dah takde. tau2 pun the next day bila pegi skolah. bila dah tau tu memang seharian nangis kat sekolah. nasib baik hari tu ada program kat sekolah so, the whole day i nangis tak berhenti. bila teringatkan dia, memang hal tu akan buatkan saya sedih..

dan memang patut saya sebak tak bersebab macam saya cakap dalam previous post hari tu. sebab malam tu 26th dan bila saya sms kawan lama yg sorang ni dan cakap saya teringat arwah nik, dia cakap ;

"inie cakap2 pasal arwah nik, esok genap 4 tahun dia takde!!"

so, memang saya nangis sakan la hari tu. sampai pukul 1 pagi still tak reda. regret sangat.

she passed away on 27th april 2005. and i dont know why i never get to remember the date. maybe sebab saya pun tak diberi chance nak jumpa dia saat akhir. they said they tried to call me tapi tak dapat. memang pun sebab i set my phone to silent mode sebab sangat penat baru balik tusyen. tak nak diganggu..

she suffered leukimia. sangat seksa tengok dia kat hospital. leher dia kena tebuk dan ada wayar sambung kat situ. dada dia pun kena tebuk..

tak sangka dia nak pegi. tak ready pun dia nak pegi walaupun kita slow2 tau yang dia akan pegi tapi dia pegi jugak dan drastik sangat.. sebab doktor cakap she could last until 18th. and even that, we never wanted to believe that she'll leave us.

masa form 3 dulu, time2 berkepit dengan dia, kalau time2 tensyen tak boleh nak terima, saya selalu cakap "nik, jini nak mati la. jini mati dulu yer.." dan she replied, "tak. nik yang mati dulu!"

kalau ingat balik, benda tu memang macam petunjuk..

al-fatihah..

9. wanna get ready for the last paper. and after that boleh pack barang. hehehe.


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dah tak de dah. dah habeh idea dah..

one more paper to go..

lyna, apa lagi. komennn... hehehe..

p/ss : mind the grammar. hehe..