lets wear black.. show your emotion.. keep it to yourself? well, it will eat you inside..

1. yesterday was a 'black day' ever! maybe ive reach the limitation..

2. this week is a 'black week'..

grow up genie..!!

3. i need some fresh air..

go vacation..
the most possible solution..

4. i fall for someone new.. sheshh!!

shhhhh!!! secret!

5. but, i have to ignore the feeling.. because i know im not that type of lady being in men's wish lists! its sad when everytime you fall in love, you have to say goodbye!

frustrated!!

6. im exhausted..

krohhhhh krohhhh krohhh...!!!

7. im sick of being patient..

8. its really hard to please people.

9. even harder when you are not smart enough.

when you are not smart enough = less respect.

that's what you will get.

redha.

thats what you could pay for.

10. bro, show some respect. dont make me lose my tempo until i dont know how to respect you anymore.

semakin lama semakin pudar..

11. i read sir iz-iz's blog (dlm frenster tp dah lama tp by the time i read it, terasa plak sbb mula2 dia masuk macam agak tak suka..tapi sekarang dah sukaaa.. haha. gediks..)

this is what he wrote..

"Pahit dan manis dtg silih berganti. student tk puas hati, di herdik student, student kurang ajar, student mengutuk kat blakang, student mengadu kat lecturer lain pasal subjek yg aku ajar..huhh!"

"P/S Kepada pelajar2 yg tk puas hati dsb…I am so sorry if i’m not d best. Kalaupun aku bukanlah seorg lecturer yg terbaik…izinkanlah aku menjadi seorg sahabat yg terbaik utk kalian semua."

kecik tapak tangan, laut china selatan adinda izinkan...

muahahaha..

aku ni kat belakang, punya la mengancam tulis cenggini. depan2 purak2 malu-malu gajah..

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ok. seriyes seriyes!!

what i wanna say is, maybe it looks like we dont like him but then for me, when at first i entered his class, he was sitting on a table, in front of the class, and ask us who late that day "kenapa lambat ni? lain kali awal sikit!!" and i was ''owh god! lecturer muda. this must be hantu kepada lecturer financial sem 3 dulu..(cubit2 lengan!! cubit2 pipi!!) katakan aku bermimpi.. katakanlah.."

lecturer financial sem 3 dulu :

1. sangat kerek tak agak.

2. baru kuar ukm.
3. speaking pun berterabur sampai remie pun gelakkan dia. (remie = a classmate who got 4 flat every semester, speaks english very fluently until you might say, her mother tongue is english. but then dia org kelate mek wei..). kalau dia tak kerek, i bet remie takkan gelakkan dia pun. kitorang still tau nak respect org da..

4. this one day afiq got so pissed off, until he ran amuk.. she asked afiq abt a basic we learned in sem 1 and when afiq gave the answer, she asked 'mana dapat journal entry mcm tu. dalam buku tak de pun..". its a basic anyway. everyone knows.

5. its hard to tell, but i might say this lady a.k.a the lecturer was a nightmare!!

6. sangat kerek.. thats the key word!

berbalik pasal sir iz-iz, mula2 memang tak puas hati dengan dia tapi lama2, kitorang ok. bleh bual2 macam kawan2. he's so,..... emm,,, fresh! after all, gap dia dgn kitorang tak jauh pun. so, we can get along with each other. cakap pun pakai term kau aku..

asyik cakap pasal si iz-iz kan? haha. i bet, this is such an interesting semester because we (the friends in the same batch but not in the same class) always have something to talk about. and that something to talk about is sir iz-iz.. well ok. maybe because he's single and everyone is feeling sooo excited about him. ulaaaa..

haha.. ;)

12. hmm, there's sometime i wish im not me. i wanna be someone else.. and that sometime is now!

13. i suka tgk orang mengandung. sangat nampak berseri. bawak perut, pilih baju baby.. ehehehe.. i kan suka baby, baju baby, bau baby, senyum baby.. suka suka suka.. mereka sangat comel.. selalunya baby pun suka i. sebab i pun sangat comel.

err.

hehe..

maybe she's trying to talk to her adik! sweet kan??

14. is this the time to be worried about 'not having a boyfriend?'. nasib baik ma ngan abah bukan spesis yg carik jodoh dekat anak2 dia or bukan spesis yg suka tanya "dah ada balaks ke belums? kalaus tak ades, abahs naks carikans.." or, "tak ada balaks lagi? grow up, grow up. you are now 21 and you should start thinking of it!!".. or nasib baik nenek saya bukan macam spesis nenek exrumet saya yg bagi nasihat dekat cucunya yg berbunyi, "dekat uniersiti ni lah masanya nak cari jodoh. nanti2 dah kerja semua laki dah ada makwe!!"

erk, ku tercekik..

relevenkah neneknya??

kawan saya cakap, lelaki tak suka perempuan tinggi ala-ala galah. saya la tu. dan memang lelaki tak suka saya.. ehehe..

btw, my dream wedding dress..

hehe..

definitely it has to be otter here and there.. to suit my tudung.

otter?

watsup yoaa!

15. islam adalah berlandaskan niat. berniat baik-lah dalam melakukan semua perkara. contohnya, berniat untuk membunuh orang dalam islam belum di recognise sebagai dosa, tapi jika seseorang itu, sebelum tidur pada malamnya, berniat untuk bangun solat malam, walaupun dia tak tersedar pada malam itu, bangun paginya adalah dengan pahala seperti dia sudah menunaikan solat malam yg telah dia niatkan. wallahua'lam.

tetiba masuk mode ustazah!!

16. semalam saya habiskan banyak duit sebab semalam saya makan banyak sebab saya sangat tensyen. nanti kalau tak makan, saya takut saya makan orang. tapi semalam saya hampir nak menelan seseorang, hidup2.. walaupun saya sudah terlampau kenyang.

17. tadi pegi makan sate kajang. mengidam. ehehe.. dari dua minggu yg lepas saya teringin nak makan nasi himpit dgn kuah kacang. tapi dua minggu lepas yg saya balik kelantan tu, busy dengan wedding sepupu saya so, tak sempat nak lunaskan hajat. hehe.

18. im getting better.

smiling..
but a lil' bit fake..

19. i miss my new love, i miss irin. sometimes i will call my mum just to hear irin sings.. she's sooooo cute!!!

penatnya main!!

20. penatnya hidup.

hidup susah, mati pun suuusahhh..

mati, pegang bendela..

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