this is only the beginning.

but then the beginning is torturing enough. i just cant stand it anymore. i can see lots of people around me. lots of friend. but somehow i feel lonely and empty. the heart wanna cry but the eyes just dont wanna let any tears come out. its still dry eventhough the heart feels like wanna explode in any second. and the brain cannot accept so many things to be settle.

that means im stress, depressed, gila!

but alhamdulillah i manage to settle the problems regarding the rumah sewa yg telah di cop. this is how the story begin..

(hari ni saya ingin menggunakan bahasa kasar jadi saya rasa saya lebih fasih berbahasa kasar dalam bahasa melayu..)

pada mulanya saya dan kawan saya yang tak dapat kolej ni decide nak duduk umah sewa jadi saya pun carilah list2 rumah sewa yg dekat2 dengan kampus uitm shah alam. jadi jumpa la sebijik rumah banglo ni dekat seksyen dua. dia nak bagi sewa bilik. dia cakap ada dua bijik bilik. sebijik boleh kongsi dua orang. jadi dalam list tu dia tulis kalau sebijik kongsi dua orang, sewa jadi 250. so divide by two, jadi 125 seorang la kan. for a big banglo like that, 125 for a room is just so berpatutan enough la kan.

so kami pun setuju nak rumah tu. lepas tu kan boleh pulak dia call dan cakap kat kawan saya, tadi kawan awak dah masuk. cuba sebut nama kawan awak. kawan saya ni tercengang2 sebab, mana ada saya masuk sedangkan saya pada masa tu dekat kelantan. lepas tu kawan saya sebutlah nama saya. dan tahu tak apa pakcik banyak auta tu cakap..

"ha ye la tu hazrini kawan awak. dia dah masuk dah. siap bayar lagi.."

nampak tak lidah pak cik tu menipu??

kawan saya pun call lagi lepas tu. dan cakap dekat pak cik penipu tu mana ada saya dah masuk. lepas tu pak cik tu cakap betul nama orang tu macam tu. lepas tu dia cakap tak pe lah ada lagi sebijik bilik ni kalau nak kongsi. dan kawan saya bagi la nama dia dekat pak cik tu takut pak cik tu bagi orang lain masuk pulak kali ni.

nak tahu apa jadi lepas tu?

esoknya, dia cakap kat kawan saya, dah ada orang lain masuk. lepas tu dia cakap dia ingatkan orang tu kawan saya sebab orang tu sebut nama macam nama kawan saya ni. tak masuk akal kan dua kes ber-reason yg sama.

nampak tak lidah pak cik tu bercabang berapa?

pak cik tu cakap its not the matter of mungkir janji, its the matter of nama sama.

tahi kucing!

boleh pulak pak cik tu cakap dah tak de bilik kosong dah. kalau nak bilik stor ada. tapi boleh kalau nak masuk. bila cuci bersihlah.

bodoh tak?

lepas tu kami dah tak nak. kami cari lah rumah lain pulak. tapi dengan rumah ni tak janji la sebabkami masa tu tengah berharap dapat kolej.

lepas tu pak cik tu call lagi dia cakap ada sebijik bilik ni kosong. tapi dah ada sorang masuk. tapi still boleh kalau nak masuk dua orang still muat.

nampak tak pak cik tu nak masuk neraka sebab menipu?

saya cakap la dengan kawan saya, kompemkan je lah. kalau kita tak jadi lepas ni padan la muka dia. dah la mungkir janji. cipta reason yg tak leh akal saya terima plak tu..

and then, bincang punya bincang kami decide nak tunggu je keputusan rayuan kolej.

dan kawan saya msg pak cik tu, cakap kami tak jadi nak masuk rumah dia.

dan pak cik tu pun apa lagi naik angin la.

tengok orang tua. dia mungkir janji tak pe. kita tak bleh pulak.

(saya memang dalam mood marah 200%)

semalam dia call and cakap, kalau kami tak nak masuk, kami kena cari pengganti before pukul 12.

dan kawan saya dah start stress pasal perkara tu walaupun saya dah cakap pedulikan aja pak cik tu. kalau dia call jangan jawab. lagi pulak dia bukannya pernah tengok kami. kontrak pun tak pernah sign. apa lagi.

tapi kawan saya ni baik sangat dan cakap tak baik buat oranng macam tu. tapi saya memang berhati jahat. jadi saya call la pak cik tu. apa yg saya ingat cuma yang dia buat jahat dekat kitorang tu. bukan yg kitorang tengah nak buat jahat dekat dia ni..

anyway, kalau tak jadi nak sewa rumah dia kira kita jahat ke tu?

lantak. tak kira..

lepas tu saya call la pak cik tu. tau tak pak cik tu memang bukan sahaja lidah bercabang. tapi mulut jugak bukan satu. dia cakap non stop tak bagi saya interfere langsung.

saya apa lagi, bila dah bengang saya terus la cakap.

"tapi pak cik tak bagi saya cakap sepatah pun nak bagitahu reason saya!"

terus dia senyap. saya cakap blablablabla..

dia terus senyap dan cakap okey la okey. tapi jangan buat lagi benda ni lain kali. its really bad thing. you still have long life.

dalam hati saya, yang you tu have short life buat tak baik dekat aku tak pe pulak.

lantak. hati tengah membara kan..

saya bangkitkan lah hal yang dia bagi sewa bilik yang kami dah kompem kan tu kat orang lain dan buat saya timbulkan masalah lain pulak dengan rumah sewa lain.

terus dia senyap.

yang saya nak marah sebenarnya bukan penipuan dia atau saya tak rasa bersalah dengan apa yang saya buat. tapi dia yang tak considerate tu. ada ke patut suruh cari pengganti sebelum pukul 12. padahal saya rasa la kan ramai lagi yang nak masuk rumah. dia jugak yang cakap ramai yang call nak bilik tu.

saya cakap je lah, call la balik orang yang nak bilik tu..

kalau orang tak sewa bilik tu tak kan rugi pun pak cik tu. saya tak percaya dia boleh beli rumah banglo sebesar tu yet cuma bergantung hidup dengan sewa rumah tu je. sebab dia cakap kat saya, saya tak bolehlah kira saya je yang tak de duit. dia yang rugi tu macamana.

err, saya tak tahu la rumah banglo tu besar mana tapi saya yakin banglo tu besar sebab memang rumah2 banglo dekat seksyen dua besar2..

wah..penat bercerita.

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got to go. have to settle about the kolej.

still feel lonely and empty. sad. hopeless.

there are obstacles until you reach the last happy path.

ive been discussing this with otai in his blog though. he loves number 8 and so do me. so ive put some comment saying why i do love number 8.

i like number 8 as my friend cik, once told me that number 8 is connected. it has no ending. and im so happy because number 8 has brought me to meet someone that gives a really big impact in my life. i just met him twice and the two times was on august. as the number is connected, somehow i still feel the connection between us and im always connected to him.

accidently, he is a friend of a friend that ive just met in uitm, and used to be my geng and my classmate. when the things turned up the last two years, i feel very shocked when this friend showed me a photo of her friend. which the guy is also in this photo. even though i make the story a little complicated, i hope it is still understandable. hehe. and there's a few connection through a friend i just know. some of the story somehow cannot be disclosed because its too sensitive.

so as the connection have never ending, im always hoping that we will also never ending. eventhough there seems like no chance even for 1% but im still hoping though.

and what makes me think further is, eventhough number 0 is also connected and has no end, its slightly different compare to 8. its seriously not the same.

number 8 means, eventhough the 'journey' to connect each other is, i dont know what berliku is in english (hehe), at the end they meet with each other and be together ever after.

kalau dalam bahasa melayu lagi jiwang. walaupun perjalanan untuk ke penghujung 'kebahagiaan' itu sangat berliku, namun akhirnya mereka bertemu dan bersatu.

sebab dalam english banyak sangat saya guna eventhough. buta vocabulary sikit.

that is what im hoping. even there are lots of obstacles before we can manage to be together, i hope there's still hopes for me.

tengok banyak hope kan?

hope to meet him..

hope the story will turn the other way around and heading to me..

hope there were never misunderstandings happened..i hate misunderstanding. its the biggest enemy of love.

hope for happiness..

hope for the best for each other..

hope..

hope.

hope

hop

ho

h

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close your eyes and be calm!

but then, im not soo desperate for the number. i still believe in HIM because whatever month is it, if its written that we will meet, then we will. 8 is just my lucky number..

p/s: lama tak tulih post jiwang seh!

lets be simpler

you see, ive changed the layout so many times in this year kan? i usually easy to get bored with the layout. so after the mourning season, which was the after-broke-up season (thats whay the previous layout was so macam gelap gulita) i think the dear diary somekind of layout doesnt suit my mood anymore. hehe.

so here i am with the new layout which much more fresh and clean!! walaupun not really new because i already use this layout once. but i think this is much better than yg lain2 tu. hehhe..

dont so much depend on drugs

you know what, you cannot depend on drugs not even a single tablet one. its because you know the pain killer is not actually the 'pain killer' in the first place and it is not created to kill the pain. its actually somekind of drugs that will paralaysed the nerve systems which bring the 'pain' information to the brain. so that the brain after that; cannot interpret the pain anymore. the pain is still there but we no longer can feel it.

these are what my financial lecturer always say. dont feel strange if i say she loves to give health sermon selain daripada financial sermon. because she is one of the members of world health association.

so, back to the first place, thats the 1st problem, the second is when the information is not sent to the brain, the body then, cannot work to fight the whatever kuman jahat is dalam english, and finally the antibodi isnt strong enough to fight the same kuman later when we got the same penyakit. so we will depend on drugs on and on and on.

when we got a fever, the body temperature will go up. this is because the antibodi is working to fight the kuman2 jahat. and of couse after that we will take panadols or whatever medicine and the panadols/medicine actually will slow down the antibodi which tengah fighting itu. because of the nerve systems and the brain that i told earlier.

so dont take panadols, or pain killer or whatever if you just sakit kepala panas2 badan sikit je or senggugut. its not even good to your body.

i rarely take panadols when i got period pain unless if masa tu ada something really important macam test or quiz or whatever consider important. eventhough i realise that; eventhough ive took the pain killer, and i dont feel the pain anymore but my brain cant work so much for what im doing.

and i never took panadols for i think two years except because of the period pain and gatal2 badan hari tu. kalau badan tak sedap ke, panas sikit ke, i just let it to be panas. sebab selalunya cepat je sembuh dengan sendiri.

taking this into consideration, i believe the theory is correct eventhough i cant prove it by myself coz im not a doctor. ehee. i can say that my antibody is quite strong because i heal not la so fast but can say quite fast and i dont like to depend on drugs. tapi sometimes lama jugak nak heal tu tengok kepada kerajinan dan kemalasan saya nak lawan sakit sendiri. hehe.

actually nak cakap ni; taking this into consideration, i can see that my youngest sister selalu je dapat sakit. because she is the youngest and my mom and dad of course have sooooo much time to take care of her sebab to la jadi cengeng. (and i dont really agree when my mom send her to school sampai ke dalam kelas and my mom is the one who brings the bag. and dia dah masuk darjah 3 next year. its not that im jeles hehe but how can she be independent if like that??) so back to the topic, when she got sakit sikit, they will bring her to klinik. take medicine. and force her to finish them all. and my youngest sister is very easy to get sick. dan bawak klinik makan ubat and that is the repeated cycle.

compare to me and other siblings yg dah besar2 ni which our parents dont have so much time to take care of each and every single of us, (because the gap between each other tu tak besar sangat. yg ni baru setahun, dah lahir yg tu. hehe. ) we usually keep the pain to ourselves. and the sickness tu usually heal by itself. and yg dah besar2 ni i can see sangat jarang nak dapat sakit.

so, the medicines is sometimes dangerous. dont take them except dah sangat melarat..

a doctor said to my friend, a panadol actually take four years to really hilang dalam sistem saraf kita.

p/s : sakit la dinding pipi sebelah dalam kat bahagian belakang. si bongsu tengah membesar agaknya. errghh.. sakit gusi..

taggi tagga taggu taggo

taggi oleh kak yana naznim cantik secantik namanya *wink* =)

rules and regulations :

1. Apabila telah terpilih dengan malangnya, silalah menulis 16 perkara paling rawak sama ada tentang fakta, perangai tak senonoh ataupun hala tuju hidup anda.
2. Silalah hasut 16 orang lain untuk melakukan perkara ini.
3. Sila tanda manusia yang telah menanda anda di peringkat awal.
4. Ketahuilah, jika anda terpilih ia adalah kerana anda juga manusia biasa yang perlukan perhatian dan kasih sayang yang secukupnya ketika bayi.

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16 perkara paling rawak tentang saya :

1. saya masih dalam kaftan pada masa sekarang berpukul 1.39 pm a.k.a masih belum mandi.

2. saya sedang daftar kursus/subjek/group untuk semester depan.

3. lepas ni saya nak pegi mandi dan nak pegi print surat rayuan kolej dan hantar baju kat tukang jahit.

4. saya ada doploh jam kredit untuk sem depan dengan subjek yg paling tak disukai iaitu law.

5. selain daripada student saya juga seorang unit trust advisor untuk maakl mutual - kalau nak dapat free consultation. sila email yer.

6. saya sangat suka lagu2 p. ramlee dan selalu nyanyi walaupun sorok2 sebab malu.

7. kereta idaman saya hanyalah sebuah suzuki swift berkaler.... biru muda. atau honda jazz kaler kat bawah ni juga cantik. dan saya jugak once terjatuh hati dengan peugeot kak dalie. heee.

jazz idamanku..

8. saya sangat suka kek coklat.

9. dan juga tom yam.

10. perangai tak senonoh saya, rujuk perkara 1. (suka mandi lambat)

11. kalau ada sapa tak tahu saya sebenarnya bekas kekasih gelap ken.

ken zhu xiao tian.

12. saya tengah nak belajar masak sebab tak lama lagi saya nak kahwin.

13. tengah berperasaan untuk lari dan tinggal di luar negara sebab tak nak lagi melihat bayang-bayang seseorang.

14. semalam saya sangat seronok memetik limau di ladang limau abah saya.

15. ada dua fakta pada perkara nombor 12. dan satu fakta itu ialah fakta saya tipu. hehe.

16. tahun depan saya nak pakai braces.

habeh..

16 insan sangat bertuah:

1. kak dalie - wpun dah kena dengan kak yana. hehe.
2. kak farah.
3. dayana.
4. izzah.
5. kak mar.
6. miss 13.
7. reef.
8. aleeya.
9. bunga
10. uyun
11. otai
12. tade
13. sapa
14. lagi
15. dah..
16. habis......

*wink*

say goodbye to holiday!!

i have less than a week before i go back to shah alam for a new sem, a new spirit yg selalunya hangat2 tahi kucing, a new environment. because probably i will be stayed at rumah sewa sebab keputusan dapat kolej tak kuar2 lagi.

even though the result dapat kolej tu dah kuar even after we made the clearance last sem, i saja2 wat relax tak tahu nak cari rumah sewa; lepas buat rayuan kolej hari tuh..

so for the next two weeks i will be merempat at one of my friends house, and try to create muka tak malu because the result kononnya will be out after two weeks semester start. so, pandai2 la nak hidup jang..

memikirkan nanti kat shah alam tak ada arah tuju, menyebabkan tiket balik shah alam belum lagi saya beli. dan im always delay the day when it comes to going back to shah alam but in case of going back to ayer lanas, the day will be in advance. saya jahat yg suka ponteng. aha.. lebih baik hujan batu di negeri sendiri kata perbahasa melayu..

so, susah ati sebab rumah sewa kawan saya tu dekat seksyen 17. sedangkan uitm tu seksyen 2. transport yg mampu buat masa ni hanya bus rapid kl.

and students uitm are getting aggresive over semester. if you wanna see students yg tak takut mati berebut bas gaya stuntman, sila sila datang ke uitm, hari isnin pagi pukul 8.30 pagi depan kolej melati. student yg tunggu bus sampai separuh link jalan. nasib henpon takde kamera kalau tak dah lama capture.

and sometimes there are a few groups which still tak dapat naik bas eventhough jam dah pukul 8.30 usually end up putus asa and ponteng kelas. saya pernah buat macam tu. sumpah teladan yg buruk dan busuk. he..

saya kalau bab nak bergaduh lancar benar english saya. heran pulak..

he-he..

so, end of story..

lupa la nk tengok mawi dengan ekin kawin semalam.. ehe..

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rasa tak berapa sedap hati. rasa macam ada yg tak kena. rasa macam kena ban dengan seseorang. rasa macam nama dah kena black list. rasa macam tak kan dimaafkan. rasa macam ada yg tengah mengata ni. rasa macam ada yg membenci.. ishhhhhhhhhh...

sangat boring giler hey!

now i think you can imagine how bored i am to repeat the same activities for a month or more semester break.

(chey macam tiru ayat kak yana..)

bangun pagi gosok gigi..
guna kodomo lion..

..

..

..

eh bukan..

bangun pagi gosok gigi.. guna colgate..
mandi,
makan,
berebut lap top,
loading drama korea,
tengok drama korea,
cek email,
baca blog,
komen blog,

..

nak tulis blog tade idea..

..

just that kalau irin ada, aktiviti menonton drama korea akan tergendala sikit. ehehe..

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just now my adik tanya, kalau rumah org sakit mental lagi ramai org lelaki ke perempuan? lepas tu saya tanya balik, kenapa nak masuk sana tapi takut takde kawan ke?

..

you know my adik, she loves to ask questions. macam hari tu dia tengok cerita puaka tebing biru dengan my mom, and end up asking this q,

"ma, zina tu apa??"

note:my lil sister is 8 years old.

then after that we all yg besar2 ni berpandangan sama sendiri. and i turn to my bro and ask,
''sudah, kau nak jawab apa?"

..

and we end up laughing..

u see, how to explain about zina to 8 years old kid when she doesnt even know what sex is.

buntu..

macamana nak jawab kalau anak aku tanya nanti.

haish..

and she even asked me, "kak ining rasa, abby ke memey lg cantik???" lepas ambik majalah dan paper yg ada muka diorang tu nk suruh saya compare. dan saya tanya balik "kenapa, kalau abby lg cantik, adik nk pegi bagitahu norman ke?"

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being with a very big family is sometimes melawakkan..

we even quarrel on who is her on tv. siap betting lg. hari tu tetiba bertukar yatt dengan anita baharum..

siap search dalam internet lagi nak menang. tup2 saya kalah tapi senyap je.

hahaha.

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dan satu trik tak payah basuh pinggan lepas makan makanan sedap..

tunggu sesapa goreng nasi, lepas tu laung, "aku nak jugak" and then siap, makan, letak pinggan dalam sink dan si yg menggoreng nasi itu yg kena basuh semua dari pinggan mangkuk ke kuali..

kesian kan?

dan si muka kesian tu adalah saya..

sebab ehemmm orang yg jarang2 masuk dapur ni bila dah mula masak, sedap dia pelik sikit. haha. and im a professional cook in term of nasi goreng. my siblings like it..

ha-ha. perasan hey..

sebab tu sebenarnya bila saya nak buat nasi goreng, masuk dapur senyap2 je. tapi biasanya diorang found out jugak..

bukan jarang2 masuk dapur, masuk hari2 tapi masuk makan je.

he-he..

gendang gendut tali kecapi,
kenyang perut tak boleh goyang kaki..

circle of love
p/s:jgn ingat org asli dont know what circle is!
they even have a camera..

he-he. gurau!

ciao!

just pay to what you should to..

before that : ambik mood buang ketakutan dulu..
she's sooo cute! =)

im dead..
im dead..
im dead..

im gonna be dead meat tomorrow. my abah just found out that im still awake in this kind of hours watching korean drama.

dead.

you know my abah turns to be abah that loves to nag as he turns older. he loves nagging for even some small matters. but still he's my abah tho..

ehe..

seeing her daughter still awake on 1 am maybe something weird for him but for me, after so much tabiat tidur awal pagi lepas subuh at kolej terbawak2 sampai rumah. so nak buat macamana..

(heshhhhh, semenjak cuti, nak tulih kot english pun rasa beku. apadaaaa.. yet still nak tulis..sheshhh)

off!

ianya munasabahkah berhari raya qurban sampai hari ini???

p/s:another irin's presentation =)

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abt the title, tahun ni dalam sejarah saya beraya qurban paling panjang. sampai hari ni. nak buat camana, pepagi bangun sarung baju raya, pegi rumah pak sedara saya kat pasir putih.

herrrr...

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sebenarnya nak ambik nama update je. sebab cuti otak pun jadi beku. tak tahu nak post apa.

herrrrr...


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pagi tadi dato' fadzilah kamsah dekat astro oasis cakap, cara makan paling cantik;

1. yang biasa2 tu macam biasa la. makan bila lapar berhenti sebelum kenyang..

2. tang ni yg luar biasa sikit. menarik hati saya. makan pakai tangan. rupanya tanda yg dekat tapak tangan kita yg nampak macam huruf m tu sebenarnya nombor 18 dalam alphabet arab. dan maksud dia, ada 18 enzim dekat tangan kita yg menolong mencernakan makanan yg kita makan. once kita sentuh makanan kita, pencernaan dah berlaku. itu sebabnya, kalau sentuh makanan dengan tangan, akan cepat basi. jadi kalau makan pakai sudu, 1 phases of pencernaan tak sempurna. oke?

oke,

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tak de point lg. dah habis..

ayat-ayat cinta

MPH SACC SHAH ALAM.
5/11/08

final verdict : A++++

my cute little niece has grown up really =)

note: you might not really understand what i said but, faham2 je lah. hehe. its kelantan agak pekat. hihi..




note 2: you will hear the way to please irin/to make her laugh is a bit weird so mind the bunyi2 agahan itu. hehe..

tali air itu adalah tempat bermain kecik2 dulu. hehe. its kampung nenek sebelah abah.

=)

salam aidiladha.

salam aidiladha bloggers..

ambil peluang untuk makan every parts of the cows ye. ni lah masanya.. hahaha..

macam saya pernah cakap seekor lembu itu, semuanya kita manfaatkan. semua...

tinggal gigi sama rangka kepala aja kok. otaknya juga dikorek keluar. lidah telinga juga dibuat sup. ekor memang tak pelik. perut juga perkara biasa. tinggal dot dot aja yg sedikit menggelikan telinga!!

hehe..

love your tummy everyday..

vitagen

its 12.30 and ive just finished sepinggan penuh nasi goreng..

seorang hazrini adalah mengalami masalah pencernaan.

bukan sahaja lately tapi dah lama. dan seorang hazrini yg mengalami masalah pencernaan telah kembung perutnya hari ini dan perut seorang hazrini hari ini telah menjadi buncit..

kembung perut itu telah menyebabkan seorang hazrini tidak merasa lapar melainkan rasa kembung perut yang sangat menyesakkan nafas dan tak boleh bernafas.

dan sangat sakit sebenarnya kembung perut hari ini..

dan apabila jam sudah pukul 10.30 barulah seorang hazrini merasa lapar.

dan seorang hazrini menuju ke dapur. malangnya nasi sudah habis. lalu seorang hazrini menanak la nasi dulu. semasa membasuh beras, barulah seorang hazrini sedar yg seorang hazrini itu benar2 lapar. kerana semasa membasuh beras itu, tangan seorang hazrini terketar-ketar kelaparan.

lalu seorang hazrini memakan beberapa biji pisang. sambil membaca majalah klik yg adiknya beli..

tunggu punya tunggu pukul 11 lebih nasi itu pun masak. lalu seorang hazrini pun menggoreng nasi itu menjadi nasi goreng kampung yg telebih masin..

tetapi kerana sendiri yg goreng dan sendiri yg lapar, seorang hazrini berjaya menghabiskannya. he-he..

maka akan gemuklah seorang hazrini nanti kerana makan tengah malam..

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ces,

kembung perut la saya. minyak yuyi cap limau adik sy punya dah nak habis saya tibai sapu kat perut..

masalah..

kembung perut tp angin tanak kuar. camana tu?

masalah la kan..??

heeeshhhh!!!!

tagged by izzah (sesi 2)

the self

[01] real name: nur hazrini bt mohd zahari
[02] nickname: genie, ining, ni, ning, jin.
[03] status: : single and available. =)
[04] zodiac sign: saggitarius.
[05] gender: female
[06] age: 20 years 9 days old.
[07] high school: smk ayer lanas.
[08] college: uitm malaysia
[09] height: 169 cm
[10] weight: 52 kg.
[11] do you like yourself: very much! i love myself.
[12] piercings: necklace and bracelet.
[13] right or left: right
[14] are you a freak : of what?
[15] hair: paras bahu. black.
[16] skin: malay skin.
[17] allergic: seafood, habuk. (resdung!)
[18] what are you doing now: online
[19] what will you doing 1 hour later: lunch.
[20] what will you doing 10 years later: searching for life.


the family

[21] live with mother/father/parents/family: family
[22] siblings(included you): 9
[23] eldest: khairul ikhwaniza.
[24] youngest: nur fatin shakirah.
[25] love/hate your family: surely i love them!
[26] you found your another half: not yet.
[27] if yes, who is he/she: -
[28]who you want he/she to be: accept me for the who am i.
[29] time(s) you in relationship: never.
[30] ever woo boy/girl: yes.
[31] anyone woo you before: yep.
[32] did anything wrong to your other half: dont know. ALLAH knows. i dont even found him yet.
[33] what was/were the wrong you had done: -
[34] ever argue with your other half: -
[35] you with your other half since: -
[36] are you straight/lesbo: strictly straight
[37] reasons you love your other half: love could never be explained. we love because we love!
[38] you and your other half in which stage: -
[39] you woo he/she or he/she woo you: -
[40] ever think of marry he/she: -



the friend

[41] your first best friend: yani. and still. and would be forever best friend.
[42] your first enemy: budak kat sebelah punya sebelah rumah.
[43] the friends you love the most: yani, chah, adda, lilie, ct, ayu, banyakkkk!
[44] the enemy you hate the most(1only): that one perasan guy.
[45] your most beautiful girl friend: they are all beautiful. inside and out.
[46] your most handsome boy friend: ntah..
[47] the kind of girl you hate the most: jual ikan, asyik nak menang wlau sebenarnya salah.
[48] the kind of boy you hate the most: perasan. perasan. perasan.
[49] you fall in love with your close friend before: na-ah..
[50] your best friend is your ex-lover: nope.
[51] if your friend backstabbing you: i will really stab her/him back with a knife..
[52] if your friend betray you: sakit hati la. apa lagi. pernah kena.
[53] if your friend woo your lover: cant imagine the situation.
[54] if your friends fall in love with you: oyeah? will they?
[55] if you fall in love with your best friend: shah rukh khan kata, love is friendship.
[56] are you a good student: average. not really good, not really bad either.
[57] you always done your homeworks/assignments: depends on lecturer. haha..
[58] the teacher/tutor you love the most: zuraidah yusof. add math teacher. pn adura, FAR lect.
[59] always late to school/college: always. huhu.
[60] your class: currently, AC (accounting) B (bachelor) 4Df( fast trek) - ACB 4Df
[61] you love your seniors: dont really know the seniors.
[62] senior who you love the most: tak kenal diorang la..
[63] your classmates good/bad: currently, 5 over ten.
[64] excellent result classmate: remie suhaili got 4 flat every semester.
[65] laziest classmate: certain boys are always ponteng jugaa but still they cud skor anugerah dekan. pelik..

the people

[66] smart people: is a successful people.
[67] stupid people: is always depending on someone else.
[68] good looking people: hans issac. haha.
[69] ugly people: yg suka buat jahat.
[70] funny people: is someone who makes jokes to make everyone happy eventhough himself is not.
[71] cute people: is someone who always smile and positive.
[72] bad people: selfish.
[73] honest people: transparency!
[74] acting people: hipokrit.
[75] you are what kind of people: people will judge.


the prefer

[76] lip or eyes: eyes
[77] hugs or kisses: both.
[78] shorter or taller: taller.
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: spontaneous
[80] nice stomach or nice arms: both.
[81] listener or talker: a good listener.
[82] romantic or rich: romantic. not necessarily rich.
[83] good husband or good father: both.



the future

[84] age to get marry: 27 maybe.
[85] numbers of kid(s): 4.
[86] career: accountant/stewardess.
[87] salary: cukup untuk hidup!
[88] retirement age: ntah. depends.
[89] properties value: my family
[90] wishes: hope everything will go well until my last breath.


okey. done!! =)

tagged by izzah

saya kena tag dengan cik adik manis ni nama dia izzah. sila klik sini..

cik adik manis izzah ni sebenarnya kawan satu batch. tak pernah sekelas. pernah sebilik dengan kawan sekelas saya merangkap saya punya closeeee friends kat shah alam. jadi saya kenal la cik adik manis izzah ni. dan pernah cakap2 sikit macam tu je lah. dan say hi you hi me kalau jumpa kat toilet ke, terserempak kat level ke. he-he.

okeh, tag here me go.. (macam pernah buat sebenarnya.. tapi tak pe. cik adik manis izzah punya pasal..)

7 fakta tentang genie:
1. genie seorang yg suka cari masalah besar.
2. genie tak suka orang membebel panjang. kalau kena bebel, senyap je. tak kira lah genie tu sebenarnya salah ke tidak. bagi genie senyap itu adalah jalan terbaik.
3. kawan baik genie ialah chah, yang dia kenal masa form 4 dan yani, yg dia kenal dari darjah dua. juga adda yg dulunya pernah jadi seorang yg suka kutuk genie.
4. kalau naik kereta, genie suka buka selipar dan bersila atas kerusi.
5. genie suka buang handphone dia merata kalau kat rumah. sekejap handphone tu boleh ada kat bawah kerusi dan sekejap lagi handphone tu boleh ada kat bawah meja makan.
6. genie seorang yg sensitif dan sangat mudah memaafkan kesalahan seseorang dan sebab itu selalu kena main!
7. genie suka berkawan dan mempersilakan sesapa saja yang nak berkawan dengan genie. genie suka semua kawan2 dunia blog dia sebab diorang cool dan sentiasa bagi nasihat!!! genie sayang mereka!!!


7 perkara menakutkan genie di dunia:
1. gagal.
2. kehilangan org yg paling disayangi.
3. ALLAH tak meredhai hidup genie kat dunia ni.
4. takut orang salah tafsir diri genie.
5. semua impian satu pun tak tercapai.
6. andartu. atau tak kawin sampai kong. tapi kalau takdir nak buat camana.
7. kena culik.


7 lagu buat masa skrg:
1. timeless.
2. i hate this part rite here- pushicat dolls. (adik saya sebut gitu)
3. lagu2 best dlm fly.fm. genie dengar je. nama lagu tatau. tanak amik tau. huhu.
4. ost my girl.
5. lagu F4
6. lagu tom-tom bak. ha-ha.
7. mencintaimu - kd


7 perkara genie selalu sebut:
1. yela tu..
2. YA ALLAH..
3. yer.. (menyahut ma panggil)
4. em..
5. oooooo..
6. eh?
7. ish..


7 pertama kali dalam hidup genie:
1. pertama kali genie masuk spital masa 6 tahun. kes tiru magician cucuk batang ais krim dalam lubang hidung.
2. pertama kali naik bus sendiri2 dengan member masa form 1 pegi bandar tanah merah.
3. pertama kali bawak motor masa form 5.
4. pertama kali dapat hadiah birthday masa form 4.
5. pertama kali jatuh cinta mati masa form 5.
6. pertama kali ada handphone masa form 4. its nokia 3310 kakak genie punya. genie pakai sampai sekarang.
7. pertama kali jejak kaki kat kl masa first sem di uitm. its 2006.


okeh..tanak tag sesapa..

kadang2 keikhlasan seseorg disalah tafsirkan hanya kerana 'perasan'!!!

yer...

salah tafsir, salah faham, salah eja, salah baca, salah teka, salah org, salah menghukum, salah judge, salah membenci, salah salah salah. semua nampak salah bila dah salah semua dan perasan!!

cis, perasan..

mula-mula perasan..

lepas tu salah tafsir, salah faham, salah itu salah ini..

ahhh, salahlah!!!

sori, i sometimes can be soooo pedas!

kePERASANAN seseorang telah memusnahkan perhubungan sesama manusia..!!

mari kita sesama membenci!! i dont mine if that is what you want!!

im home!!

i was away to melbourne actually..

tarraaaa!!

haha,i wish..

tipu je..

sebenarnya..

tarraaaa!!!
kabur effect kepada kesejukan -2' c.

its bukit cerakah, shah alam..

we was away to shah alam for her ceremony;

she's my bro's tunang..

dan yang paling penting sebenarnya we was away to shah alam for my ceremony as well;




okey.. here's some photos to share..

this is my big family..
fact: i have 9 siblings!

ok. dah!!