senyumlah seperti tiada apa yang berlaku..

mesti kena senyum macam ni. janji lepas ni tak sedih2 lagi..

i don't know what has happened to me for the past few days. i've lost all my interests. the interest to write, to eat, to study, to smile. all beacuse of stone cold. i don't know to whom i can share the sadness. i keep crying and crying and crying and crying and crying inside and out.

i pretend to be stong eventhough i suffer inside. i pretend to smile. i pretend that im not hungry eventhough i did'nt eat anything. i pretend that everything is all right. i pretend to be happy. i pretend to look ok. all because of stone cold..

i realise that i have to be tougher. stronger. im a survivor kata destiny's child and i even listen to that song everyday to make me stronger. but then, dalam hati hanya ALLAH yang tahu..

"the moon is made from cheese!"

stone cold..

please i need some anaesthetics. -not the local one-..

i miss him. why do i love him very much i never get enough to know everything about him until i found out that he already has his baby. god, please tell me clearly, why him?

why him, god? why? why you never take him out of me? why do you let him to live in me for a very long time even though you know he has she? why god, why? now im really afraid to even live without feeling of his existence. i've been immune to live with him in my heart.god, please stop this. its really torturing. really, really torturing. please god please.

lost.
i lost myself when i know ill lose him.

im sick of crying over him everyday..

take him from me god and help me to be strong..

Lincoln & Kennedy - Coincidences

Consider this ... and remember that it is all completely true.

Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846.
John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946.

Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860.
John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960.

The names Lincoln and Kennedy each contain seven letters.
Both were particularly concerned with civil rights.
Both wives lost their children while living in the White House.

Both Presidents were shot on a Friday.
Both were shot in the head.

Lincoln's secretary was named Kennedy.
Kennedy's secretary was named Lincoln.

Both were assassinated by Southerners.
Both were succeeded by Southerners.
Both successors were named Johnson.

Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln, was born in 1808.
Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908.

John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln, was born in 1839.
Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939.
Both assassins were known by their three names.
Both names comprise fifteen letters.

Booth ran from the theatre and were caught in a warehouse.
Oswald ran from a warehouse and was caught in a theatre.

Booth and Oswald were both assassinated before their trials.

HERE'S THE KICKER:
A week before Lincoln was shot, he was in Monroe, Maryland.
A week before Kennedy was shot, he was with Marilyn Monroe....

politik, seks dan skandal..

apa halnya dengan ahli politik dan seks? daripada baju biru monika lewinsky dengan kesan air mani mantan presiden amerika syarikat, bill clinton ke rakaman erotik mendiang presiden filipina, ferdinand marcos dengan seorang aktress gred c hollywood, sejarah membuktikan mengawal dunia barangkali lebih mudah berbanding memastikan seluar di zip!

lets take john f kennedy for instance...

jfk..

"wooo..lady ill sue you!!"

siapa : john fitzgerald kennedy, atau dikenali sbg jfk barangkali presiden amerika syarikat paling popular. dia menjadikan kehidupan lebih glamour dengan jackie kennedy sebagai isteri, selain satu2nya presiden yang menerima hadiah nyanyian happy birthday to you oleh bintang hollywood sepopular marilyn monroe.

marilyn monroe.
sengaja saya google gambar paling seksi..

skandal : semasa perang dunia kedua, kennedy diusir daripada bahagian perisikan tentera laut amerika syarikat setelah fbi merakam aksinya dengan ratu cantik denmark, ingrid arvad di sebuah bilik hotel. j edgar hoover, ketua fbi ketika itu mendakwa ingrid yg diketahui penyokong nazi adalah bekas perempuan simpanan adolf hitler. kennedy kemudian dipindahkan ke pasifik, di mana dia muncul sebagai wira perang.

media ketika itu bagaimanapun menutup sebelah mata atas perlakuan kennedy, seperti mana presiden2 terdahulu. pernah ketika dia berada di bilik kabinet rumah putih berbincang mengenai krisis senjata cuba yang memungkinkan dunia terheret dalam perang nuklear, apabila seorang setiausaha muda masuk, dia menoleh kepada setiausaha pertahanan, robert mcnamara, berkata " bob, dapatkan nama dan nombor telefon dia. kita mungkin dapat menghindari perang malam ini". banyak cerita mengaitkan kennedy dengan marilyn monroe dan bintang hollywood lain. di satu pilihanraya pada 1960, seorang wartawan newsweek yang datang ke kediamannya di palm spring melihat aktress angie dickinson berehat di katil kennedy. malah ketika skandal profumo hangat diperkatakan, dia mengarahkan laporan perkembangan kes itu diberi setiap hari kepadanya, dipercayai kerana bimbang namanya akan terseret ekoran pembabitannya dengan beberapa pelacur di london.

ps: jangan terkejut dengan keskemaan ayat2 diatas kerana saya copy text ini dari majalah politik abah saya. hehe.

yes, my dad is a politician. kalau nak tau kenapa kelantan kalah hari tu, then i should know why though. its just i dont want to talk about politic because i hate it. really hate it. walaupun my dad selalu sua2 suruh saya join politik dan saya menderhaka kerana dalam adik beradik, saya sorang je setakat ni, yang layak la, yang tak join politik. oh, please, its enough really to see how my dad kena backstab. alah, politik biasa la, bila senang semua mengaku sedara. please, keluarkan satu muka. pilih nak muka baik ke muka jahat. jangan bermuka-muka. berdengki-dengki sesama ahli parti. fitnah situ fitnah sini. takut family ini konker kerusi2 kat situ kan..

my dad has been in politic for 33 years. start dari dia umur 20 lagi. but still, banyak lagi impian dia tak tecapai. ah, malas la nak cakap. aku tak ampunkan sesapa yang dah buat abah aku cenggitu.. (setan mencucuk-cucuk hati aku...)

tu baru politik kampung..

hmm, dah la..

kpd stone cold,

i hate you baby. i hate you..

"seminar kecemerlangan pelajar dan komuniti 2005" the review - because i miss the moment soooo much!

nak review gambar je..

mood saya dah berterabur berlari ke langit so saya tatau nak tulis apa.karang saya tulis panjang pulak jadinya.haaa ni dah nak jadi panjang dah ni. hati saya rasa beku dan kosong..

orang cakap kalau kita hidup dengan mengingati masa lalu yang tak kemana tu, cepat tua. tapi saya suka masa lalu saya lebih daripada saya suka masa sekarang saya.. sorry.

sebab masa lalu saya sangat bahagia dan gembira..

tapi macam saya cakap, kegembiraan woudn't last forever..

life must go on btw.

with or without stone cold...
with or without besties in kampung...
with or without baby izreen...
with or without family...

see, dah panjang dah saya bebel..

people say that i look pale...

kurus..

ada orang panggil saya budak kecik..

walaupun saya rasa saya sihat dan chubby dan besar..

saya rindu masa lalu saya.....

sapa nak pujuk saya?

tadi saya tidur banyak la jugak sebab kelas satu je hari ni. boleh? sebabnya saya rindu giler dengan saya punya stone cold. jadi disebabkan saya pun sakit perut senggugut, jadi saya tidur tanpa ingat dunia pun tak pe la kan. kalau saya senggugut memang teruk nak mati. sampai tak bleh jalan, pucat lesi, nak muntah pun ada..

lepas tu bila saya bangun, saya angkut semua baju yang tak terbasuh tu, pegi laundry. tu formula release tensyen saya. sebab basuh baju saya sorang2 je. kalau saya geram ngan sesorang ke, saya sental je baju tu kuat2. tapi make sure yang saya sental tu bukan baju febret saya. lepas tu kalau saya rindu ngan stone cold ke, sambil2 sental baju tu saya flash back la masa lalu kan. lepas tu dreaming je la lebih. tu la kerja..

pathetic kan?

tengok.. dah panjang kan saya bebel. tadi cakap nak buat review..

okeh, review..matilah korang.tu pun kalau ada yang baca blog aku..

sebelum itu : terima kasih kepada penaja. tm. opening up possibilities. yeah!
-disinilah segalanya bermula-

sesi pendaftaran.
1. umi. kita panggil la. cikgu asiah awang.
2. nama dia lilie. lawa dan chubby. =)
3. nama dia aisas.
4. ct.
5. ayu.
6. sir ashok. yang terpopular di smkal. merangkap guru kelas kitorang. dan ada sikit problem. ehem.

kita ada 5s abang-abang dan kakak dari tm dan ugc (ultimate goal consultancy)
1. abg shahredza.
2. kak siti haryati. (pggil kak yatie je sebenarnye)


3. shazirin. (kot.lupa. sbb pggil abang bob je)


4. abg suhaizal (abg mawi kitorang panggil)

5. abg saiful.

anda kenal siapa ini? namanya tuan haji husyim salleh. kaunselor dari ugc. selalu keluar tv kalau perasan.



game pertama : makhluk tuhan paling hensem dan tinggi. yang ketiga dari kanan tu wakil kumpulan saya.


game kedua : makhluk tuhan paling lawa masyaallah.. saya memang takkan tercalon awal2 lagi la kan.
haa, yang tepi kanan sekali ni wakil kumpulan saya..


game ketiga : makhluk tuhan paling kering. hehe. kurus la. saya terkeluar calon sebab ada yang lagi kering dari saya..
abg bob : kaki kena macam ni ye adik-adik semut nak lalu. tengok semut sapa menang..!
adda pakai baju merah : eh, semut aku ke tu??



erobik ye adik-adik.. one two three four!!


eh, err ni yang ponteng erobik. yang malu kamera tu saya le. hehe.


ini pertandingan baca sajak. hehe. sajak kami bertajuk mulut. tapi sajak terbaik dari kumpulan ni.

sajak mereka bertajuk pusat. taubat kelakar nak mampos. gelak tak hengat..

kawanku yang kecik. rose fobia. hi-hi.

yeah. thats it. banyak lagi gambar sebenarnye. at least gegambar tu semua buat aku tersenyum..

i miss the moment soooo much..

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ok. dah. dah...

quote of the day :

"It is not wanting to win that makes you a winner; it is refusing to fail."

she will tie the knot.

Cuti seminggu cam tak cukup.hoh.cuti sebulan pun takkan pernah cukup.feel little bit lost.lost.lost.lost myself.rasa macam2.feel a lot like the first time in uitm shah alam.feel a lot like the first time met stone cold.feel a lot like wanna go home. nekadnya dan tanak buat intersesi boleh tak? feel a lot like wanna hug stone cold. Missing him like crazy. Fell like wanna cut myself to death. Tanak idup dah. hidup susah mati pun susah..mati pegang bendela..!!

Anyhoo, a lot has happened like one of my best girlfriends has decided to tie the knot..

ok. these are my best girlfriends back in kampung. yg num 1 tu yg nak kawin..

And here is the plan ; they will get married in this coming December. However, the future husband will leave her for an overseas’ duty. Right after kahwin. Hmm, I don’t really know who that guy is. Tak pernah jumpa. Tau pun nama je. Actually, I don’t really agree with the plan. You see, we are only 20 and we have lots of things to figure out in the future. Lots of things to accomplish. Cam cepat sangat. Dia pun baru je kenal that guy. Setahun pun belum sampai kot.

I feel really insecure. Honestly I don’t trust that guy. Bukan lelaki tu je. Semua.

Tapi tak berani nak cakap kat dia. Bila dah cinta, sayang, kentut pun wangi. tak payah cakap.tak payah halang. Lautan api pun sanggup ku renangi. Apa jua ku lakukan demimu kekasihku. Eceh. Nnti dah putus mulalah..

(my brother baru putus cinta. Bercinta bagai nak rak. Adik dengan girlfriend, lebihkan girlfriend. Benci..)

But then, bila fikir balik, why do I have to feel insecure on behalf of her? Dia tahu apa yang dia nak. Dia tahu apa yang dia buat. Dia kenal sapa boyfriend dia. Tapi fikir balik plak, she’s my best friend. I do have to worry about her. Ni hal besar bukan main2. bila tanya nekad ke nak tunang? Dia jawab entahlah. Boleh?

And I ask her again , kenapa nak kahwin dengan dia..

Dia jawab, “because I love him. Aku sayang dia. Tapi macam terlalu muda la plak..”

See the answers? macam tak sure. Then, mulalah aku keluarkan peluru berpandu bebelan aku..aku pun cakap..

“luv is one thing. muda is one thing. love is love no matter you are old or young. but commitment is not easy to deal with when you are too young to be burden with it. I mean the commitment to be a wife. It’s not a burden actually, it’s a responsibility. to be married is not just for today, its for a lifetime, hopefully. what am i going to say is if you are not ready to be in commitment as a wife just dont go with it. hold on. if he luvs you, then there wud be no probs..”

lepas tu dia cakap. Tengok la dulu..

hhhaiiiii..sigh…! susah nak cakap dengan org yg tengah mabuk asemara ni..

anyway, I had a very fabulous holiday. Walaupun hanya dok rumah and sit for baby izreen everyday. Biasala kan bila dah jadi baby sitter ni semua pun kena buat. Mandikan, bagi makan, tidurkan dia, tukar lampin, main dengan dia. Walaupun dia sangat nakal dan suka gigit. Dia gigit org lepas tu dia sengih. Nakal yang amat. Dia paling suka kucing. Dia nak sentuh, tapi takut. Lepas tu mulalah dia gelak2 geram cam tu. Nakal gila. Bangun tidur je dia sengih nakal dia tu. Dan dia suka lagu beautiful girl sean Kingston tu. Kan ada iklan hotlink yg hiburkan pemanggil anda tu. Iklan pasal caller ringtone yang ada sorang lelaki rambut ala2 keringting tu. Yg hensem tu. Hehe.main je lagu tu, pling dia terus toleh ke tv. Lepas tu dia gerak2 badan dia ala2 nak nari kan.sambil kepala terhangguk-hangguk. Nak bangun tak bleh. Dia tak bleh jalan lagi. Dahsyat dia punya interest. Hehe.

Dia sangat membahagiakan hati aku. Tak makan nasi pun rasa kenyang.

tapi tu la, keseronokan woudn't last forever.. kan?

sigh..

quote of the day :

I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work.

- Thomas Alva Edison

tungkik sits for muet.. (part 2-last!!)

im done!!! wuhihihi.

mata gue udah bertukar menjadi biru. hahaha. i belajar speaking dengan marathon desperate housewives semalam tau. oh i like... teri hatcher is sooo damn gorgeous!!

"Oh, sweetie, they didn't abandon you because you're a whore, they abandoned you because you weren't all that nice to begin with." -Bree Hodge

quote of the day:

-Having a guy dump you and say "We can still be friends" is like having your mom say "Your dog died but you can still keep it" -

happy moms day!!

A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?"

"Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you."

The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy."

God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy."

Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?"

God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak."

"And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?"

God said, "Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray."

"Who will protect me?"

God said, "Your angel will defend you even if it means risking it's life."

"But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore."

God said, "Your angel will always talk to you about Me and will teach you the way to come back to Me, even though I will always be next to you."

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from Earth could be heard and the child hurriedly asked, "God, if I am to leave now, please tell me my angel's name."

"You will simply call her, 'Mom.'"

ma, i love you!

tungkik sits for muet..

ive just finished my muet. i mean for the writing, listening and reading comprehension. heheh..

just wanna say im hella annoyed and pissed off with some of the candidates. candidates tompangan je. they are older than me. ok i accept the fact. therefore, younger people have to respect people older than us. ok, thats wat tuk nenek ajar kiter and alhamdulillah i can practice it. but then, wat about if they, i mean the older people dunno how to behave themselves and how on earth they dun even tend to respect other peolpe around them. so i wanna say that they are sucks! they made me feel really annoyed with them i was like wanna kick their butt out of the exam hall or if i could i just wanna cut their head and flush them down the drain. (ok, thats too much but sorry i wanna be rude).

mana tak nyer, siap je jawab, diorang bley plak cakap dengan each other. tau tak its bloody noisy and distracting other people!!

my friend said, those candidates are usually cikgu sekolah rendah yang nak ambik degree..

so that's it..

tukar mood!!!

is there anyone miss me? hehehe. perasan. i know to miss me doesnt make any sense so ill consider to be quiet and sopan santun.. apa kena mengena? hehe.

final exam dah habis. im now in kampung ayer lanas. hehehehe. somewhere in kelantan. dekat2 dengan ceruk tok kun. orang kata ye, bukan saya kata. tapi dekat ceruk tok kun ni la i found the freedom. the meaning of freedom really.

hah..ni nak cakap..

i dunno what i felt when i was first arrived at school this morning. and i sit in the same hall where all the memory was played. there was the place i first met him.. him. my stone cold. and one of my friends start to ask me about him and again, they will always gossiping me with him. all i want to say is friend, dont remind me about him because he always in my heart..

and i always remind myself not to write the essay like i write my blog or i will be dead meat!! hehehe..

kakek dalie,kakek liyana naznim and kakek mar, i miss yall!! and your blog. hehehe..

title is not found =p

"A stranger stabs you in the front; a friend stabs you in the back; a boyfriend stabs you in the heart, but best friends only poke each other with straws."

=)

havva nice day yall..

puteri cahaya si anak raja

sah puteri cahaya dah nak gile..

puteri? eyeh. ni nak cerita. hari itu saya mimpi yang sebenarnyer saya ni anak raja. suatu hari yang tidak dikatahui dalam mimpi tu, ma saya bawak saya pegi kat pertabalan raja mana ntah. raja kapoor kot. rajja rajja soniye rajja rajja. dil rajja rajja hoooo. (serious aku rindu time2 masa darjah nam masa buat musical teater la kononnya. lepas tu menari lagu hindustan. tapi bukan aku punye grup. tapi masa tu tak de lagi lagu tu. masa tu lagu menari lagu koi mil gaya.ala..kuch2 hotak hang.. ala..time2 hindustan tengah hot dulu..hehe.)

sambung balik..sambung balik..

then i was like,

"the hell aku kena pegi pertabalan raja?''
"apa kaitan aku dengan raja tu?''
''mana ma dapat jemputan tetiba org kebanyakan boleh pegi pertabalan raja?''
''why,why,why, wey hi yooo?'' (bahasa dalam mimpi..)

and all n all, lepas je raja tu ditabalkan, dia buat pengumuman..

"beta ingin membuat satu pengumuman yang mungkin akan mengejutkan rakyat jelata. sebenarnya beta telah menyerahkan anak beta suatu ketika dulu kepada orang lain untuk menjaganya. jadi sekarang beta rasa ada baiknya beta mengambil balik tanggungjawab itu..dan anak itu ialah, nur hazrini.."

saya macam tercengang-cengang..

"owh tidak. aku anak raja rupanya. oh tidak. tidak. tidak. tidak. sebegini senangkah hidup berubah??'' - rasa cam real giler. ye la. mimpi kan..

lepas tu ma dengan muka yang sedih cakap..
"pegilah, dia ayah kamu.."

dan saya tak boleh nak buat apa2 sebab ada pengawal dan dayang2 dah datang iring saya..

lepas tu macam pelik tiba2 sekelip mata je macam plingggg saya ada kat tepi raja dan permaisuri tu.
lepas tu masa tu pulak saya pakai baju lawa giler. tak boleh nak bayangkan lawa camana..

lepas tu (banyak pulak aku punya lepas tu..) saya ikut je lah raja tu a.k.a bapak saya pegi tengok2 orang nari2 untuk pertabalan dia tu kan. kat sebelah saya ni mak saya a.k.a permaisuri raja tu dok pegang tangan saya tak nak lepas dah..

lepas tu (hmm,,lagi) tiba2 pulak raja ngan permaisuri tu dah ada kat rumah saya. ma ngan abah saya dok bincang dengan raja tu. lepas tu tanya saya "nak balik istana ke nak dok sini?''

ma saya macam sangat sedih dan cakap "nak balik istana pun tak pe.."

raja tu pulak kata.. "nak dok sini pun tak pe.. nak balik istana pun ayahanda lagi suka..."

-ayahanda??-

aku macam tatau nak buat apa. diluah mati mak. ditelan mati bapak. ni ma abah aku yang jaga aku. tu ayahanda dan ibunda kandung aku. -ecewah-

lepas tu tetiba raja tu macam give up sebab nampak macam aku tak nak ikut dia. dia macam "tak pe lah. ayahanda tak kisah. bila2 puteri nak balik, puteri boleh balik.."

-puteri??-

lepas tu diorang balik istana. aku macam omigod.. kenapa hidup aku sudah berubah 100% dalam sekelip mata..walau aku dok ngan ma abah pun, benda tak kan sama macam dulu..

dan tetiba aku tersedar..

and i was like, thank god hanya mimpi...

barulah aku sedar, jangan nak mimpi sangat nak jadi anak raja. konon jadi anak raja best la kan..

the end!! =)


quote of the day:

"The spaces between your fingers were created so that another's could fill them in."

TENSYEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



OK,
TQ!

i've been punked

heheh. tak der lah. me dimengetag oleh cik liyana naznim n from now on i wanna call her kakek!!huhihi..tapi saya nak jawab tag cara saya. hehe.

here me go:

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
1) my name is nur hazrini. nur is cahaya. hazrini? ntah. cari dalam buku nama2 dalam islam tu, hazrini tak de. hazrina ada. but then, because my sister's name is nur amrina, ma ngan abah tak nak ulang na. jadi tukar ni. kakak sulung, nor, then na, then i'm ni. (but when it comes to orang kelantan the pronunciation becomes 'ning'). malangnya bila sampai adik bongsu, dah habis vokal. takkan nak 'ne' pulak. so, jadi fatin. (apa ke jauh peginyer.) - amik kau. jawab tag panjang bagai..
2) saya tinggi berkaki-kaki. tapi kaki sebenar ada dua je. -168cm- tp still suka pakai high heels. org tanya kenapa saya tak jadi model. and my answer would be as simple as "nak jadi model kena lawa!!"
3) org panggil saya genie. saya tak tau kenapa. sama ada saya jahat macam jin atau saya baik mcm genie in a botol ke. tapi org selalu suka nyanyi lagu 'genie in a bottle' christina aguilera tu dekat saya dan baru2 ni org suka tukar nama saya dengan lagu 'gimme more' britney spears tu jadi 'genie,genie,genie,genie,genie more..genie,genie,genie,genie,genie more!'. apakah?
4) saya lahir pada 23 november 1988. jadi ic number saya jadi agak cantik '881123-03-xxxx'. hehe. tapi disebabkan itu saya tak pernah dapat hadiah birthday sbb bila sampai bulan 11 sekolah cuti. tp saya suka bagi orang hadiah hari jadi dan saya suka buat seperise dekat orang sbb saya tak nak org rasa sedih bila tak der sapa kisah birthday dia sbb saya tau mcm mana rasanya..saya tak nak org sekeliling saya sedih!! saya sedih tak pe sbb saya tau mcmana nak kawal, tapi kalau org sedih saya tak tau mcmana nak pujuk..tak. saya tak being sarcastic. ni ikhlas dari hati..hehe..
5) saya suka mandi tengah2 malam dalam pukul 12 lbh2. kalau saya stay up, saya tetap akan mandi walaupun dah pukul 2 kalau saya rasa panas. sbb nanti saya tak bley tido!. ni saya baru lepas mandi. hehe.
6) saya amat suka tom yam. yummy!!!
7) pemalu, suka senyum (sedekah2.!!), suka baby, lembut hati, sensitif.


7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
1) yg dah kakek liyana naznim listkan...dan selain itu.
2) lipan. pernah masuk dalam baju my sis. lepas tu kena sengat.
3) kala jengking. pernah nak sengat saya. masa tu saya tengah goreng nasi n macam gerak-gerak sikit nak capai itu ini. kala jengking tu dah macam terangkat ekor dia nak buat pertahanan la kalau2 saya tepijak dia kan. dia ni tak tau saya ni tak tau pun dia kat situ. kalau saya tau, tobat saya lari. jerit ke. nasib baik kakak saya nampak.
4) takut kehilangan org yg paling saya sayang.
5) tikus - geli.
6) ular - pernah masuk umah saya berkali-kali. sampai fobia.
7) gagal.


7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT:
1) cintamu - ct nurhaliza.
2) never say goodbye - ost my girl.
3) all my life - casey & jojo.
4) careless whisper - dave koz.
5) jangan bersedih lagi - anuar zain - love him. hehe.
6) i turn to you - christina aguilera.
7) through the rain - mariah carey.


7 THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
1) YA ALLAH!
2) eh?
3) emm? emm...
4) oh my god..
5) ish!
6) uh..
7) his name! hehe.

7 THINGS I TREASURE THE MOST:
1) my mom n dad - love them soooo much.
2) siblings. - abe wa, his wife kak wani together with their baby izreen, nor, pije, ina, zere, pizi, kimi, adik fatin!! - love them soooooooo much also!! hidupku meriah dengan diorang..
3) stone cold, the memories behind us and his pictures - love,love,love!
4) my lap top.
5) myself.
6) kucing2 ku. - ibu,kitty,lion,tiger,nemo,jerry,tom,kiki,cici,wiwi n sibu-
7) my diaries.


7 “FIRST TIME” THINGS I EVER DID:

1)1st time pandai bawak motor masa f5.
2) first time jatuh cinta masa darjah 6. heh. monyet!
3) first time and hope that was the last time tertelan duit syiling 10 sen masa darjah 1. tapi ma tak tau.
4) first time sayang lelaki sebegini sayang dan teruk.
5) first time keluar pegi kota bharu dengan member masa f5 sbb nak melawat kawan sakit kat hospital.
6) first time kena kejarkan ke hospital masa umur 5 tahun sbb try tiru magician masukkan batang ais krim dalam hidung. lepas tu tak bleh keluarkan. ma cakap masa tu abah tak de. nasib baik ada jiran tolong hantar hospital.lepas tu doktor ikat saya dekat katil sebab saya menggelepar. hehe. sbb tu hidung saya mancung bagai kot..
7) 1st time kehilangan org tersayang masa f5. my best friend! dia meninggal sbb leukimia..


7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:

1) sapa-sapa yang nak tag diri sendiri. silakan.
2) siti nurhaliza.
3) anuar zain.
4) misha omar.
5) jessica alba.
6) mariah carey.
7) jennifer lopez..


wuuuhuuuu.. aku tatau nak tag sapa sebenarnye..heheh..

nak tido. huargh!!!!!!!!!

forget him duhh!

Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss and his warm embrace
Forget the love that once came true
Remember now there's someone new,

Forget the love that you once shared
Forget the face that had once cared
Forget the time you spent together
Remember now he's gone forever,

Forget you cried the whole night through
Forget him when they play your song
Forget how close you two once were
Remember now he's chosen her,

Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the times he was mad
Remember he's happy instead of sad,

Forget his teasing, gentle ways
Forget you saw him everyday
Forget he made your dreams come true
Remember now she loves him too,

Forget the thrill when he walked by
Forget him when he made you cry
Forget the way he spoke your name
Remember now he's not the same,

Forget the way he said he loved you
Forget the way he kissed and hugged you
Forget all those nights when he held you tight
Remember now he holds her tonight,

Forget all those sunny days
Forget all those poems he made
Forget those times through good and bad
Remember he said he'd never make you sad,

Forget the way he looked at you
Forget you kissed the whole night through
Forget all you dreams came true
REMEMBER, that he doesn't love you.

RM 86,400 vs 86,400 seconds. which one worth the most?

Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with RM 86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day.

Every evening the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent, of course?

Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME.

Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds.
Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to a good purpose.

It carries over no balance. It allows no over draft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day.

If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."
You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success!

The clock is running!! Make the most of today.

To realise the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade.

To realise the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who has given birth to a premature baby.

To realise the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realise the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realise the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who just missed a train.

To realise the value of ONE SECOND, ask someone who just avoided an accident.

To realise the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal at the Olympics.

Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with. And remember time waits for no one.

Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why its called the present!

=)

notes for stone cold.. the one that i really love!!

All I know is that you're so nice,
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favourite girl,
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish I was your favourite smile,
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.

I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanna know what I was about.
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.

I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly,
'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me,
I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.

I wish that without me your heart would break,
I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.

All i know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen;
I wish that we could see if we could be something..

stone cold;
I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.

stone cold,
When I first saw you, I was afraid to talk to you. When I first talked to you, I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you I'm afraid to lose you.

stone cold,
if you happen to read this, i just wanna say; although you may not love me, although you may not care. if you shall ever need me, you know that i'll be there. your love may all be taken, your heart may not be free, but when your heart is broken, you can always lean on me. i'll never stop loving you, i know because i tried. all the oceans in the world, can't hold the tears I've cried.

i miss you dying!!

dun worry be sarcastic!

People will forget what they did to you,
But people will never forget what you did to them..

*that’s for the bad thingy*

the other way around for good thingy..,

people will forget what you did to them,
but people will never forget what they did to you..

..i wanna be sarcastic today i'm sorry!...

I am free of all prejudices. i hate everyone equally.

i mean love.

err, hate..

err..love?!!

err, i love everyone as much i hate them.. boleh?

*sarcastic..sarcastic..!!*