congkak. -sekilas review-

first thing first..

i have four more papers to go, before i go back home, sit for muet, uhh, tumpang exam dkt skolah lama. feel quite shy to meet the teachers. cikgu, tunggulah ketibaan hazrini. heh. budak yg dinobatkan sebagai ratu tidur, dan amat nakal dan selalu ponteng kelas dan kelas tuisyen yg disponsor khas oleh yayasan al-bukhary (tqvm syed mokhtar al-bukhary.)..
(perangai aku amat dahsyat masa f5) dan membuatkan cikgu ala-ala terkejut beruk bila result kuar. hehe. they would then ask me. mcm biasa wpun jumpa byk2 kali.

"dok kat mana sekarang?"..

"err. uitm shah alam.."

"amik apa?"

"err accounting. hehe.."

"kenapa amik accounting. hbs tu rugi je belajar biologi, kimia, fizik..blablabla..accounting susah nak dapat keje..blablabla..accounting kalau awk pegi utp, budak cina je amik..blablabla.."

then i would definitely answer with..

nod..nod..nod..

sengih....

hihi..

okeh sambung..
then come back to shah alam for my intersession. begitulah kehidupan yang agak2 tak normal semenjak jadi student fast track. semua memang nak cepat dan cepat. pendek kata cepatlah. i will finish my diploma after the intersession. and continue my degree next semester. amat memenatkan tapi agak berbaloi. program fast track mmg cenggini. diploma 2 years and degree 2 years. so in 2010 ill finish my degree insyaallah kalau tak de tersekat kat tengah jalan. hehe. and insyaallah ill take the professional course afterwards. insyaallah. orang cakap professional paper susah giler gaban. takut aku..


ok, let me continue with congkak.

gambar agak kecik. i google je..

sekilas review..

-cerita dimulakan dengan sejarah pasal congkak. i wonder betulkan sejarah itu? betulkah? betulkah?

-hantu agak real kalau nak dibandingkan dengan jangan pandang belakang. effect hantu rupa hodoh,dengan ulat2 bergayutan, selubung dengan kain batik maybe agak real and thats what we malay expect as hantu ye dak? compare with hantu jangan pandang belakang yang bergantungan di cermin kereta, dan mengensot di lantai..hantu this time is much real. (duhh, its 4:23 am and everyone is sleeping. tetibe rasa seram..)

-i wonder rumah sapa la yang dia pinjam for shooting tu. kesian tuan dia..but the house is owesome. lengkap with everything. i love the design. very classic.

-agak annoyed dengan character yang dibawak oleh riezman. selain dari hanya pandai memanggil wifenya dengan panggilan sayang yg agak kerap,(yg aku rasa sayangnya kurang perasaan dan kelembutan sebenar seorang suami..), dia jugak menambahkan annoyed aku bila dia nak tinggalkan anak2 dan bini dia bila anak2 dia hilang dan bini dia terapung..tak sayang family ke?..(anyway, thats the storyline. who am i to argue?)

-dan lagi, reaksi takutnya watak riezman kepada hantu mak mah agak melucukan sampai gelak penuh panggung. heh. thats really spoiled the mood.

-lisa amat cute. budak tu dahsyat ah. pandai giler berlakon. credit should goes to her. dia amat berani.she's so wow!!-LOVE HER! (budak ni yg dalam cerita cinta tu kan?)

-watak ahmad idham sebagai pembantu yang jadi penjual dekat kedai runcit mengingatkan aku dekat aziz m osman yang tak pernah lupa nak enterpreme dalam filem sendiri. heh.

-and they should care to relate the character between emak ahmad idham (yg tetiba muncul bg tau jalan) dengan watak mak mah maybe. because she's the one that brought them (ahli keluarga riezman) to the house. dgn muka yg agak menakutkan dan ketat, ada kumis sikit makes me wonder dia f ke m? heh, jahat mulut.

-and yeah, they really messed up the storyline. except to give the priority for the hantu2 dan scene2 yg menakutkan they actually forgot to strengthen the storyline. and again they should care to merungkaikan sbb musabab mak mah mati dan cari pewaris (sbb seems like roh tak tenang.) and about thy house..

-mak mah memang menakutkan giler.what else should i say? somehow she looks like my nenek. dan scene yg last yg "menghantar hantu balik ke bumi" *eceyh* amat tak real.

-sound effect mmg owesome. banyak kejutan yang tak dijangka like masa nanu nak tip toed pegi bilik berhantu tu, riezman keluar kendong anak dia sorang lagi yang kena rasuk. and the girl (bdk yg dalam cerita tentang bulan.) agak membantu jalan cerita. i repeat, AGAK.. maksud dia, bagus la tu..

-and cari m rajoli kalau bab2 watak ustaz ke, bomoh ke yang ada kaitan dengan baca2 doa dan ayat2 alquran..but he looks so scary masa mula2 cerita.

-story length amat pendek bagi aku. about 105 minutes je kot sbb cerita start kul 3.20 ari tu, kul 4.45 kot dah keluar panggung. sbb tu aku agak tak puas hati kot. tapi duhh, terbayang-bayang gak lepas tu.

-watak nanu. amat puas hati dengan watak dia. as a mom memang dia sangat menjaga keselamatan anak dia. she cried bila anak dia kena rasuk hantu. and dia buang congkak tu sebab dia rasa congkak tu akan mendatangkan masalah besar. well, our moms akan buat cenggitu jugak kan? well done to nanu. she's so into the character compare to riezman..

-kampung tu macam kampung yang kat dalam cerita tentang bulan. betul tak? mcm sama bila tgk yg part kat luar kedai runcit tu..

so..

final verdict : a for effort. a for result b- for the satisfaction that i'd gain..

(demmit..english dah tunggang langgang..!)

but then, compare dgn cerita anak, it passed with flying colours.. (i mean grade for my satisfaction..hehe)

uhh, im losing weight due to final exam. nak makan pun tak der selera. jadual makan, tido entah berterabur ke mana..

sigh!!

dia tak kan kembali..

NIK NORIZAN BT NIK DAUD dalam kenangan..al-fatihah..

(6 june 1988-27 april 2005)

i miss her so much..

ps: nnti cerita lain kali..

melawan histeria..part 2 (edisi final exam)

heh.refer to the title..

kitorang memang sedang melawan histeria dengan jayanya dan dengan seteguh-teguh determination. Hakahakalalimikatilkatilbantalbantalselimutselimut..uh..uh..bestbestbest..jangan terpengaruh..uh,,uhhh..takbestakbetakbest..bukulagibestbukulagibest..
halahalahalahalallllahalllla....(jampi untuk lawan histeria..)..

a part from that, we’ve talk lots of, lots of nonsense things (to lift the stress obviously) like..:

2 to 3 days before exam, we tried to stay up. To run everything successfully one of my friends decided to try kacip fatimah (pearl untuk wanita hari ini. Eceh. Iklan). Which I'm not really sure whether it suits a teenager like us. Uhh, kacip fatimah untuk orang kawin je kan? Kan? Thats what tickling in my mind! =p

conversation 1:

jini : uhh, aku nak beli stock nescafe bebanyak. Nak double sekali minum. Baru tak ngantuk kot.

gee : heh, try kacip fatimah. Best giler.

Jini : eh? Bertenaga sihat dan kuat?

Gee : amat bertenaga dan tak mengantuk lansgung..Hahahaha. (gelak jahat campur nakal campur otak kotor)

Jini : patutlah orang dah kawin makan kacip fatimah. Nak berjaga memalam. Hahahahaha.. (juga gelak bersama otak yang kotor dan dotdotdot..huarghhuargh!!)

Ja : oh tidak. Jini dah start dah..

(sebab aku selalu mengarut dalam percakapan. Hehe.)


Antara dialog mengarut giler yang aku selalu gunakan..

Katakan time tu hujan : -

Ja : hujan ke? Ala, ni kalau tidur best ni.

Jini : haah. Sejuk2 ni kalau tidur best giler. Ni yang rasa nak kawin ni...lalalalala..

Ja : JINI!!!!!!!

Hahahaha...


Conversation ke 2:

Gee : minum kacip fatimah ke?

Jini : haah. Aku double.

Gee : gilak r..

Jini : heh, biasala. Aku nak ‘beraksi’ malam ni..

Gee : hmm..hmm..

Jini : *menyengih*


to which one of my friends asked,

"naper tak minum kopi super power terus?"

and my answer was,

"tanak la. aku takut nanti aku kejar lelaki satu uitm.." heh!


another friend plak..

rose : minum kacip fatimah?? wooo, dahsyat persediaan dia..

jini : heh mesti..persediaan nak kawin..

lalalalalalala


Conversation ke 3 : (melalui teknologi masa kini : sms )

Arina : study ke?

Jini : ehh..mesti..untuk masa depan cemerlang gemilang dan terbilang.

Arina : bagus2. study apa?

Jini : financial. Tengah pening dengan debit kredit. Ni nasib baik ada debit kredit. Dibuatnya ada mlebit,kdebit,kebit,klebit..tak ke mati lagi pening..

Arina : nampaknya dah melarat ni jini. na suggest ada lebih baik jini tido dulu. buat debit kredit sampai melarat buat lawak plak..

Jini : ehh, betul. Dah nak naik giler gue kire duit tak exist..tua dgn mengire duit la aku..

Arina : duit tak exist? Duit saidina kah? Tak per tua2 abang redza ada lagi.
*god. Damn it. Kenapa aku tak habis2 kena gosip dengan abang redza. Sori abg redza. Gue tidak tahu menahu..

Jini : hish. Apa sebut2 abg redza nih..dia ada bini la..

Arina : kena lancarkan perang ke?

Jini : kenapa lak?

Arina : sbb dia bini dua..

Jini : haish. Choii.. mengarut..

Arina : hehe.. next paper apa?

Jini : law.

Arina : pasal akta2 ke?

Jini : mesti. Jika disabitkan kesalahan..dah pening dgn perkataan "the court held that..."

Arina : sama le kiter. jika disabitkan kesalahan tak per lagi. Jika diparang, dicangkul kesalahan alamanyer tak terjawab ler exam..
*sah..semua dah gila sbb final exam!..

nak je aku cakap, “na, jini suggest ada lebih baik na pegi tido..”..haha..

sumpah,kekami sangat nak giler..


sebenarnya aku baru habis nangis. i miss him dying. dan sangat stress. i really need someone right now. tapi aku tak de sesapa.i really need someone to understand me. how i feel.how much i miss him,how much i love him.how much i..how much i..how much..how..

uhh,mimpi je lah..

love is love. dun argue... even if the lover is ugly..

uhhh, gonna take some panadol (feeling dizzy.omg,omg,omg..oh mak gue..uh.uh.uh) and get the hell out of this life..

(tido je lah).

semoga org disekelilingku bahagia!! =)

melawan histeria..

the fun is really begin!!!

that's true. bigger brain, bigger capacity.. 1 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 000 GB would be great to save all the law's,audit's,taxation's,financial accounting's,investment analysis',management decision's notes and formulas..luckily english paper does not have such formulas and theory and sections and law cases and tax exemptions to be remembered!!

im gonna be dead meat!!

i need more good lucks desperately huhihihi..

ps:gonna sit financial paper on 2.15 pm. semoga aku berjaya. be careful with the zero!

AMIN.....

mood swing

my current mood!
gosh i miss him so much..
as much as u cannot imagine!!!

you've got a mail.

a man was in his front yard moving the grass, when his attractive blonde female neighbor, judy came out of her house and went straight to the mail box. she opened it, then slammed it shut and stormed back into the house.

a little later, she came out of her house again, went to the mailbox, and again opened it and again, slammed it shut. she went back in the house, angry.

as the man was getting ready to edge the lawn, she came out again, marched to the mailbox, opened it and then again slammed it shut harder than ever.

puzzled by her actions the man asked her, ''is there something wrong?''

to which she replied, ''there certainly is! my stupid computer keeps saying, YOU'VE GOT MAIL!'' she said, ''shut up..you're next!''

pengumuman tak penting..ngeh!

im not gonna be in the alam maya for 3 to 4 days. im going back home. yeay!!!!

saja cam nak cakap..
tadi saye nak pegi pesta buku dkt pwtc. sampai2 je orang ramai giler. ketat2 sampai jem mak datuk datin. lepas tu terus tak jadi. heh. sayer bukan orang yang penyabar untuk deal dengan jem sebegitu teruk gamaknya. jadi sayer terus ke klcc. tak, saya xsoping dekat klcc. bajet agak2 ciput. oleh itu, (eceh, oleh itu) sayer putuskan nak tengok movie.selepas beratur sepanjang 1kilometer agak2 tak cukup simen lantai itu, sayer pun berjaya beli tiket sebuah cerita yang sangat hampeh di dunia bertajuk deadly ghost. ceritanya mengisahkan..errrr..ceritanya meeenggisahkannn errr..entah..seumur hidup sayer, xpernah sayer tak tahu apa cerita yang sayer telah tengok..tambah2 lagi kalau cerita itu ditengok dekat panggung wayang...sayer merasakan cukup bodoh kerana menghabiskan rm11 sayer untuk cerita sepanjang xsampai dua jam yang sayer gunakan agak2 15 minit untuk tidur dipertengahan cerita itu..sayer juga merasakan pembuat ceria itu adalah pertama kali membuat cerita2 seram.kerana semua hantu yang dia paparkan melekat di skrin..motif utamanya untuk menakutkan penonton tetapi malangnyer tidak berjaya kerana sepanjang cerita itu, tiada jeritan kedengaran..gelakan lagi ada kerana kelakar dengan hantu tak jadi tersebut...sepatutnya motif hantu dibuat adalah untuk menakutkan pelakon utama, tetapi pelakon utama menjerit ketakutan lebih2 over pulak dia untuk hantu2 yang dilekatkan di skrin untuk tontonan kami yang dah kena tipu hidup2..jadi sayer nasihatkan faham2 je lah maksud sayer supaya tidak menerima nasib seperti saya. bak kata kak dalie, some people actually paid 10 bucks to be stupid! tapi my stupidity lebih 1 buck.sayer rasa sangat sengal hari ini..lain kali sayer tak kan tengok ceriter hantu la kononnya yang ditulis 'u'..sayer akan pilih yg '18pl' punyer..kalau ada 30pl pun tak per..sayer amat menyesal..tapi menyesal kemudian tidak berguna lagi..kalau korang cakap cerita anak tak best, sumpah makan sate 40 cucuk, cerita ini lagi tak best..tak caya tanya kakak sayer...jadi sayer mengundur diri dulu...

babai my stone cold..i love you!

dun worry, be lover!

Don't get made, get blogging.

scribbled while studying..heh how come?

He cheated on you, dumped you, then told his friends you were a lousy lay. Thanks to blogs, some women aren't spending nights crying over one faithless man anymore.

Welcome to the high-tech version of toilet-door graffiti - blogging where people vent their frustration about their relationships in cyberspace. Remember the days when they would arm themselves with a marker, scrawl obscenities about their cheating, ugly ex on a public toilet door and add his phone number so people could call him for "a good time"? They no longer make a beeline for a stinky toilet. Instead, they log on to a website like www.blogger.com to sign up for a webpage of thier own and start writing about their disastrous love life.

Unlike the ubiquitous toilet-door tactic, blogs are far more widely read and easily accessed. Once their blogs become a hot topic on meta-blog like tommorow.sg, these women may even become mini celebrities overnight.

Surfing popular meta-blogs like tomorrow .sg, forums where people gather to discuss blogs, you'll find stories ranging form toe-curlers about physical abuse and unwanted pregnancies to hilarious grouses about the apposite sex and their cheapskate ways. These is a raw honesty about their writing as the authors give a no-holds-barred account of their love adventures.

There is a new spirit of emancipation among young women who are wired into the internet. Maybe it's because it's the 21st century; maybe it's because women are learning to speaks their minds. But none of the female bloggers seem ashamed to air their dirty laundry in public, even though matters of the heart have traditionally been accorded more privacy.


The biggest draw is that you can do all this without ever changing out of your pyjamas. It helps that internet takes the pressure off people who relate to their stories in a less socially pressuring situation. You're in comfort of your own home where there are no social norms of boundaries to observe, so you might end up saying things you don't normally do.

"No man is above the law and no man is below it; nor do we ask any man's permission when we ask him to obey it" -Theodore Roosevelt

Why do women..

afraid to be fat?

i went googling for some quote. i found this page, which has a lot of good quotes, but I was especially struck by this one from Our Bodies, Ourselves:

Many of us are convinced that making women afraid to be fat is a form of social control. Fear of fat keeps women preoccupied, robs us of our pride and energy, keeps us from taking up space.

There's a certain amount of energy that each of us has to spend in making sure we are healthy, making the best choices, and feeling good about ourselves. But this quote still gave me a chill. Because not a single one of my male friends obsesses about weight or has ever obsessed about weight to the extent that women do. they even have belly like a pregnant women, so why do they care?some of them in the other way around is gaining weight.and here I mean most women, not just women who have legitimate health issues. We obsess about weight to the exclusion of what? Equality? Is it possible?

Maybe men do feel the same preoccupation, except without the societal permission to talk about it. people don't talk when bumping with fat,fat men. it's different when comes to women. or maybe we, women, are allowing ourselves to be controlled by this fear, as the quote above suggests. Maybe we are wasting our energy on something that ultimately isn't that important, and is in fact even more insidious than we imagine.

What is dieting btw?

Dieting includes any changes you make to what you eat with the goal of losing weight. Dieting can be not eating particular food groups, cutting back on the amount you eat, not eating anything and/or only eating certain types of foods. for the sake of god, not eating anything is not dieting. its, DIE-ing!!

So, why die-ing? err, dieting i mean..

to look good, basically. kan? because people think it promises us the perfect body… and the perfect body promises us popularity, boyfriends, sexiness, and an almost perfect life. Perfect life?

what is perfect life?

to love and to be loved. love makes the world go around. so does money! but then why we need to try to look good and perfect in front of those who loves us even though they already accept us as the way we are? i mean,the boyfriends. we are perfect, in their perspective. but then again, there's asshole boyfriend who just loves the outsides. see, how gampang solo tells about this.

the ex-girlfriend really got to sing this song..

Go on now go
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
'Cause you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with goodbye
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no, not I

I will survive
Oh, as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
And I'll survive
I will survive, hey hey..

hey, why do we need perfect body?

again to look good. and as mentioned earlier, it promises us popularity, boyfriends, sexiness, and almost perfect life. let me go over this one by one, and relate them all with my current standing.
but before that, to make everything clear. there's some questions, need to be answered.

my height = 168 cm
my weight = 53 kg.

so you will now imagine how i look alike..
ok, about the promises..

1. popularity.
popularity?am i popular?how many people even know me in faculty?or is there even any person who know me? yeah, the classmates maybe.so whats popularity?popularity can be described by bunch of different things.it can be a group of snobs or a bunch of unique people hanging out and they are strangely talented or just really nice.thats popularity.its not true if you say only skinny,pretty,and snobby people could be popular.just take adibah noor into consideration. she's hot in her way and of course she's popular. so, it doesn't matter how you look alike.just be yourself to fit in and don't even think to wear green striking pants to raise the attention. it is popularity, but..well, you know what i mean.
so, the first promise = failed!

2. boyfriends.
you got to ask me. how many guys have i dated before? to be honest,nope. there's no one ever ask me for a date. i mean, guy. or approached me or whatever. why?am i fat?no im not. or they are afraid of me because im too tall for them? sometimes, being tall and slim sucks! if you ask adibah noor, again, i believe the answer is not the same. why? because love is not because you have the hot body, jlo's butt, or whatever you wanna say. i have friends that have boyfriends whom don't want them to be slim. takut di kebas orang katanya. that's love. in facts almost 2/3 slim slim friends of mine don't have boyfriends. different people have different perspective. some men don't want a tall, slim girl to be his girlfriend. in contrast, they love fat,cute,chubby chicks. sometimes people just fall in love with somebody and look beyond what they thought was a strict criteria! remember beauty is in the eye of the beholder.so, it really doesn't matter if you don't have hot body, as long as you have 'hot,hot' heart. heh.

Quote:
A century ago or so... bigger girls were thought to be more attractive.
(sebab best nak peluk! hehe. fikiran kotor datang!! =p )

2nd promise = failed!

3. sexiness.
to make it simple:

she's 'cute' and sexy!

but then we muslim cannot wear something like that.not to be sarcastic. me is me, and you is you.sexy is not necessarily when you wear short pants or skirt, or singlet or bikinis. some people may think that you are sexy when you wear jubah. the other thinks sexy is not your body, but your heart. sexy in the way you talk, you smile and you think. you are sexy when you have the confidence in whatever you do. sometimes when you wear high heels, there is someone staring at your feet. because he/she thinks it looks sexy. so, why you have to be slim to be sexy?sexy is not necessarily when you are slim.

Quote: too fat to be sexy..

naaa, it should be like this.. too sexy to be fat! ;)

i definitely don't want to look like this. boleh patah pinggang bila2 masa je.

(so where to hug?!!!)

3rd promise : failed.

4. perfect life.

do you think your life is a mess just because you are fat? of course not right? is my life perfect? my life is perfect. but the perfection is not because of my body. my life is perfect when i'm in the middle of my lovely family and friends and we are together laughing with the silly silly jokes that we've made, sitting together sharing a mamee slurp for dinner and gossiping or discussing about investment analysis;how to calculate warrant premium, broke a mug in a shopping mall and then ran from the guilty, trying the lipsticks and make up in guardian, sneak out a bottle of chilly sauce from kfc, celebrate each other's birthday,go for a madness weekend after a week struggle with calculating the shares and debentures and income statement and balance sheet and statement of changes in equity and taxation and auditing and im going to be crazy!!! and feel the love and care..what else do you want darling when you have a boyfriend,and he loves you so much. you have your family, they love you also. you definitely have friends,and again they love you as well. so, what is perfect life?money?car?big house?you can get it all if you pay so much effort.but not with your body. got it?

4th promise : failed!

some question:

if dieting is the answer, what is the question?

In the States how much does the average fat women earn each year compared to her thin peers?
answer: nearly $7000

some points:
Young girls in the States are more afraid of becoming fat, than they are of nuclear war, cancer or losing their parents.

beauty comes in all sizes darling. no matter how big or how small you are.and please people, don't practice size discrimination.

-i am beautiful no matter what they say words can't bring me down I am beautiful in every single way Yes, words can't bring me down So don't you bring me down today -


dun worry be beautiful.. wink!

kebetulan, ketentuan, ketabahan dan kasih-sayang.

i went back to kelantan last weekend..

*thursday, 27 march 2008.*
i cried a lot that day. maybe i was very sensitive. sindrom pra-haid kata sorang kawan tu. had a not-really-bad period pain but then my emotion was not in the ho yeay level. tak tahu kenapa aku begitu terasa dengan kata2 memember. maybe i was really frustrated of myself. i hated myself badly. aku lah org yang paling teruk sekali dalam dunia. thats what flying in my mind. i hate myself, i hate those two people. i hate them seriously. why are they doing this to me? why? ive been really nice to you, friend. when you get closer n closer to her, you left us. you betrayed us. yeah, well i dont know what you told her about us. but then, every time we are in her class, she keeps telling us to be a good communicator. so, WE are the ones that have to be good communicator? how about you? how about her? she just listen to your words and never ask us about it. come on, kalau dia nak selesaikan, dah lama boleh. dia yang sepatutnya jadi orang tengah. yeah, friend. you are good in this. you've succeed in making me feel sick of my life. and i just wanna tell you one thing, i have my own mom. i love her very much i don't need any more moms. because she loves me very much. i dont care what your mama will think about me. ceritalah. cerita yang buruk pasal aku. just get the hell out of my life. and stop showing off. i feel annoyed, really. . i wanna see, how long will the relationship last. and stop checking my grammar..!

i cried. i cried and i said.."ma nak balik. ma tolonglah. nak balik". it was really bad. i never cried that much. sampai bengkak dan merah2 mata aku. i was out of my sanity..

and god listened to my wish.

about 15 minutes after that, my brother called and said..
"beli tiket balik malam ni jugak''

and i asked him why?

"kimi accident. unconscious."
-kimi is my brother-

then i was like..ya allah. dugaan datang bertimpa-timpa.

i cried again.

he listened to my wish. and use my brother to fulfill it.
tapi tu satu pengajaran untuk adik aku. mungkin satu kebetulan. my brother is so retard. sangat degil dan sesat.

so, i went back to kelantan. ponteng kelas, skipped the quiz.

if let say my brother didn't meet with the accident, i would go back home either. well, he's ok.

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ok. forget about that..its the worst feeling ever. dugaan besar..

i love being at home..

im happy wohoo. im really happy to sit in the middle of my big big lovely family, again. sempat jugaklah aku melawat kebun abah. hehe. abah sangat gigih dan sangat suka berusaha. im proud of him. sempat la jugak snap gegambar kat sana. ni effect kepada playing artistic dekat pd dulu dan juga udah berjangkit dengan cik liyana naznim. hehe. believe it or not, no touch up atau edit2 telah di lakukan. hehehe..

gambar ni di snap dari dalam kete on the way nak balik umah. tak sangka kamera aku berkenan kat pokok ni..heh..

have no idea about this. tapi nampak cam dramatik je.
hihi.

ni aku tak tau hasil keje sapa..

sebenarnyer aku sendiri tak sangka resultnya seindah ini..haha..
bangga sial..

ni pun. dari celahan batang pokok pisang..
hihi..

titisan air yang tak menjadi..hehe..

so itu lah keje. abah aku cakap kitorang macam tak pernah jumpa sungai. org kelantan cakap sungguh darak. hehe. bukan tak pernah jumpa la. dah lama tak jumpa sungai yang damai..dekat shah alam ni cam haram. sungai yang tak damai ada..

kami bergembira. yeapiiii..

hah..amat sukar untuk digambarkan kegembiraan itu. sigh. i wanna go back home again. i wanna stay there for life..

this is izreen qistiena latest pose. udah besar dia. udah 7 bulan pun. mama rindu izreen so much!! she's a clever baby! dan sangat nakal..

she got my chin!! hehe..

pipi labuh macam shin chan..abg aku cakap cenggitu..

so, tak de apa lagi nak dikate. saya mengundurkan diri...hehe..