senyumlah seperti tiada apa yang berlaku..

mesti kena senyum macam ni. janji lepas ni tak sedih2 lagi..

i don't know what has happened to me for the past few days. i've lost all my interests. the interest to write, to eat, to study, to smile. all beacuse of stone cold. i don't know to whom i can share the sadness. i keep crying and crying and crying and crying and crying inside and out.

i pretend to be stong eventhough i suffer inside. i pretend to smile. i pretend that im not hungry eventhough i did'nt eat anything. i pretend that everything is all right. i pretend to be happy. i pretend to look ok. all because of stone cold..

i realise that i have to be tougher. stronger. im a survivor kata destiny's child and i even listen to that song everyday to make me stronger. but then, dalam hati hanya ALLAH yang tahu..

"the moon is made from cheese!"